Fear I've blown it need advice

Just be honest. I mean they know. It makes things a lot easier to come clean.

I am honest. I had many food funerals. I am also an alcoholic I did drink the night before I was planning on going to AA. I did and got drunk and went to a meeting. I have been sober for a year and a half. So I mean being honest is the first part.

The head part of the surgery is the hardest I will say. Being four years out is not easier. Some days it is harder since I lose at a lot slower rate.

Come here and read. It does help. Look at before and afters. I mean it shouldn't be about vanity. But for me in the beginning it was.

I feel so much better after having the surgery.

One day at a time. Learning to love myself and know that I am worth it. Not for anyone but me.