What do you see when you look in the mirror ?
This not odd. I feel the exact same way.
Referred May 2016, Orientation July 4, 2016, Pre-Nutrition Class March 31, 2017, Nurse April 10, 2017, Blood work/ECG April 13, 2017, Ultra-sound April 27, 2017, Psychologist May 30, 2017, Colonoscopy and Gastroscopy June 5, 2017, Internist June 13, 2017, Dietician June 14, 2017, 2nd Round of blood work August 2, 2017, Surgeon September 6, 2017, Surgery September 12, 2017 - St. Joe's Hamilton - No Opti
Height 5"4" HW 231 SW222 CW141
PreOp-9 lbs M1-20lbs M2-11lbs M3-13lbs M4-7lbs M5-8lbs M6-7lbs M7-5lbs M8-5lbs M9-2lbs M10-0lbs M11 - 0lbs M12 - 0lbs
So this is a weird thing (I think): A previous post talked about comparing yourself to others by trying on their clothes. I felt that some people had gotten heavier over the last year but when I looked back at pictures I realized that they were the same size they had always been. They were just heavier in relation to me!
Liz 5'3" HW: 219 SW: 185 GW: 125 LW: 113 Desired maintenance range: 120-125 CW: 119ish
I do a double take when I see my image now, because I'm always shocked by how much weight I've lost; I expect to see the me who's 88 Lbs heavier in the mirror.
EXCEPT when I'm trying on clothes. I made the mistake of sitting in the change room yesterday and the outfit I liked suddenly took on new dimensions as my body spread and I was freaked out. I tried to tell myself that I am still much smaller than I was and that me sitting at 304 was much bigger than me sitting at 216 but...yikes, lol.
Since we're sharing dog images, here's an image of my sweet boy, Mac, unimpressed with his new hand made rain coat. The look on his face matches the look on mine yesterday in the change room. RIP, baby boy.
Pre-Op Visit: Jan. 10, 2017, weight 304, surgeon: Dr. David Lindsay, St. Joe's, Toronto
1st Day of (3 weeks worth of) Optifast: Jan. 11, 2017
Surgery Date: Feb. 1st, 2017
Kathy