Am I creepy or what?!
I still try to hoard food! Don't touch my leftovers!!! Even if I never eat them, they are still there in case I want them. Yesterday at the softball park I saw everybody eating breakfast tacos. I felt panicky and kept looking at people eating them and sizing them up (the tacos, not desperate enough to fight..yet). I was trying to judge them to see if maybe they were worth the cheat. I couldn't take it any more so I went to the concession stand and bought 2...one for me and one for my husband who never even asked for one. I brought the tacos back to where I was sitting and set them down beside me. I thought why did I do that? I didn't even really want to eat it. I felt better knowing they were there! I ended up giving them away! Later on my husband wanted something to eat from the concession stand so I volunteered to go get him something. I got him chili cheese nachos and watched him eat them. He offered me some and I refused. I'm sure I was creeping him out just staring 
. Then I realized I was probably creeping people out earlier by watching them eat tacos!! Ugh I feel like a drug addict except with food! I never cheated though!!
One day at a time!
Sleeved 8/1/16
HW 285 / SW 276 / GW 160
Ever had a dog stare at you while you were eating something? You know, head tilted one way, then the other, ready to pounce? It's like that.
6'3" tall, male.
Highest weight was 475. RNY on 08/21/12. Current weight: 198.
M1 -24; M2 -21; M3 -19; M4 -21; M5 -13; M6 -21; M7 -10; M8 -16; M9 -10; M10 -8; M11 -6; M12 -5.
its so true....
DH ate one of the boston cream conuts at dunkin a few weeks ago, I had one bite then just stared at him eating the rest....
HW 305 SW 278 Surgery weight 225 GW 160 LW: 118.8
RNY 12/15/2015,
GB removal 09/2016,
Twisted bowel/hernia repair 08/2017
M1 Dec 2015-13.0, M2-7.0, M3-14.5, M4-9.4, M5-7.1, M6 9.8, M7-7.6 ,M8- 7.6, M-9 5.5, M10-6.4, M11- 2.2, M12 Dec 2016- 5.8
As a horrible side note they make the Bostons in munchkins now. Just buy 1 or 2 munchkins get your fix without having to think about the whole doughnut. Even as a DSr, Im not a huge eater, but when I get that "craving" for a doughnut, I buy a munchkin or 2. It doesnt kill me, bites the craving and life is good. :)
DS Aug 15th,2005 @ goal, living life and loving it.
"An Arabian will take care of its owner as no other horse will, for it has not only been raised to physical perfection, but has been instilled with a spirit of loyalty unparalleled by that of any other breed."
Well I guess if you "just like to watch" no harm...no foul - but maybe get some really dark sunglasses 
I have a DS pal who needs to have junk food in the house at all times...just to look at it, like a set of good china, then tosses it & replaces it with fresh. She says she just needs to know it is there. Never touches it. It seems to work for her - she is going on to 7 years out from surgery and is 15 lbs. lower than her honeymoon weight...so I think you might be onto something there.
This would be such a slippery slope for me... But I also know ex-smokers who still have a pack just sitting around... a pack they bought when they decided to quit, and just never opened... Those things would have been smoked if they were mine when I was quitting!!! LOL
I end up throwing away snacks, that, at first, I can resist, but if someone doesn't eat them, they eventually go in the trash - like the package of Oreo's... I literally opened them up and smelled them before I dumped them into the trash!
Height 5'5" HW 260 SW 251 CW 141.6 (2/27/18)
RNY 5-16-16 Pre-Op 9lbs, M1-18.5lbs, M2-18.1lbs, M3-14.8lbs, M4-10.4lbs, M5-9.2lbs, M6-7lbs, M7-6.2lbs, M8-8.8lbs,M9-7.8lbs, M10-1 lb, M11-.6lbs, M12-4.4lbs
