weight loss and being single?

thankyou so much guys...so i got on the scale i was at 225 jumped up to 235....crazy how fast you can gain weight...Worst is putting in the phone app seing it go up sucks so much but i know if i dont get on the scale it will just keep going...I think because i never made it 200 im very hard on my self..I can lie I get jelous at ppl who have got to goal weight...but then again I dont feel like I hate how I look im just a big framed guy whos is comparing him self to guys with not much muscle...thankyou soo much for the support guys