this is me...
I am starting to feel less self-conscious but I still feel the need to hide behind an avatar. No full body pics, but here is my pink haired self. Still not comfortable showing my "before" picture...maybe someday. I am sure I am not the only one that feels the need to hide sometimes...
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" I may not be there yet, but I'm closer than I was yesterday"
VSG: April 19, 2016, Dr. Beausoleil, Moncton NB, Canada
5' 2'' HW:276 SW:267 CW:149 GW:150 DreamW:136
Thanks! I never want to be there again!
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" I may not be there yet, but I'm closer than I was yesterday"
VSG: April 19, 2016, Dr. Beausoleil, Moncton NB, Canada
5' 2'' HW:276 SW:267 CW:149 GW:150 DreamW:136
Beautiful!
I only recently put my 'before' picture up. It's hard to look at, but at the same time, a great reminder. And I figured if there's anywhere that my 'before' would be appreciated, it's here! When you're ready, do it, it feels good to see how far you've come.
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Height 5'5" HW 260 SW 251 CW 141.6 (2/27/18)
RNY 5-16-16 Pre-Op 9lbs, M1-18.5lbs, M2-18.1lbs, M3-14.8lbs, M4-10.4lbs, M5-9.2lbs, M6-7lbs, M7-6.2lbs, M8-8.8lbs,M9-7.8lbs, M10-1 lb, M11-.6lbs, M12-4.4lbs
Thanks! It's really hard to expose yourself to strangers, but OH feels like my extended family now
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" I may not be there yet, but I'm closer than I was yesterday"
VSG: April 19, 2016, Dr. Beausoleil, Moncton NB, Canada
5' 2'' HW:276 SW:267 CW:149 GW:150 DreamW:136
Best before/after picture I have ever seen
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" I may not be there yet, but I'm closer than I was yesterday"
VSG: April 19, 2016, Dr. Beausoleil, Moncton NB, Canada
5' 2'' HW:276 SW:267 CW:149 GW:150 DreamW:136
People are always telling me, "I can hardly recognize you."
6'3" tall, male.
Highest weight was 475. RNY on 08/21/12. Current weight: 198.
M1 -24; M2 -21; M3 -19; M4 -21; M5 -13; M6 -21; M7 -10; M8 -16; M9 -10; M10 -8; M11 -6; M12 -5.
You are beautiful my Dear! No reason to be ashamed. We were all there once. My before picture lives on my frig along with a list of non scale victories to remind me daily of where I came from. I have no intention of going back there again ever which is why I weigh every day and weigh and measure all my food. No guessing here!
Thank you. I know I shouldn't be ashamed but the feeling is still there sometimes...
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" I may not be there yet, but I'm closer than I was yesterday"
VSG: April 19, 2016, Dr. Beausoleil, Moncton NB, Canada
5' 2'' HW:276 SW:267 CW:149 GW:150 DreamW:136