Happy At The Emissions Testing Site
Every year, when I have gone to get my car tested for my license tags, I have had to ask the attendant if I could sit in the car while they test. I have always been too out-of-shape to stand there and wait AND too afraid to sit on their tiny little plastic chair! This year, I am so happy because I was able to get out of the car, stand there like a champ and get back into my car with no worries!! Am so grateful for a place like forum to share the accomplishment with people who understand :) On a bad note, my car didn't pass so I'll have another chance to return for a repeat "performance" ha!
I am touched by your story - it brought tears - a combination of joy and indignity of the subtle daily insults of living large. This reminds me that I'm going to write a letter - last week I went to get blood drawn and there was no place for a large person to sit - no couch or chair without arms. Just rather small, but sturdy, chairs with tight arms. This was a stand alone LabCore office, so there were no other options. If I was at my highest, I am not sure I could have sat down.
Good luck on your auto retest.
Sharon
Worst I've ever felt: at a good friends wedding, they had these tiny fancy chairs at the ceremony. I was scared that I'd break mine.....excused myself to use the bathroom and stood in the back for the remainder of the ceremony....told people that I didnt want to interrupt the ceremony....I'm certain that I fooled nobody.
I regret that you had that experience. At least you had the courage to come out of the bathroom and you saw the ceremony - some people might have hid in the bathroom, or never went in the first place. That courage will help you with these issues.
PS I wrote my letter and mailed it today.
Sharon
I just read your post and I am so happy for you (not about the car). Doesn't it feel great? When my kids were little, I kept fooling myself that after this diet completes i will be able to play soccer with them or go skating, play baseball - do anything but it never seemed to end....
I wish I had had y surgery 10 years ago when i would have been able to do all of those things with them.. I guess there is light at the end of the tunnel - one day grandkids ;)
Congratulations on your success! you have done fabulous, keep us posted as you continue to progress!!
Bob
Visualize the person you want to be every chance you get - and you can become it!
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Century Club Member at 6 months, working on my next 50 years!