help! I know this sounds ridiculous, but I think something is very wrong!

Find another doctor locally.  First thing Monday morning.  

can anyone tell me how to post a picture on here? Or is it not possible ?

I see you're in Albuquerque.  Who did your surgery?

I went out to El Paso to have it..Dr Acosta

I use photobcuket and then I copy the link on here.

Honey, you have an eating disorder if you only see "fat" where even your children see skinny.  Get help right away.

If you eat solids and get stuck, you aren't chewing enough.

Try shrimp, scallops, tuna, all very soft foods, and put sauces or mayo on them to keep them easy to get down.

Ya, I'm seeing that. .. this has been the hardest thing ever....mentally. ...  thank you for the suggestions with the food!!   

Like I said...I wish I could find some sort of support group out here...looks like I'll be heading to a shrink instead!

If you are only eating liquids because you get I sick when you eat solids then you have a mechanical failure. If you enjoy a liquid diet there nothing wrong with that either.  Your teeth might fall out but as long as you are getting your protein and supplimentation you are fine. 

Ad far as still seeing yourself as heavy when others are seing you thin is NORMAL. It takes time for your head to catch up to what your body looks like. 

Thank you doll!