Big Women: Big Love

Do I love myself?....honestly I cannot say I do. I see myself and am not happy. But I guess I might love myself enough to be in the process of trying to make my life better. Does that make sense? I don't know. lol

That does make sense to me.  You can love yourself and not be satisfied with yourself! Overall, I have always been happy with myself and loved myself - the myself that is inside.  Like you - the outside, not so much!  My surgery has really helped me feel like my physical abilities (exercise and activities) along with my outsides now match the inside me.

Personally, no matter how much you love yourself, if you can't find something to improve, then you have probably crossed the line into arrogance and narcissism!