Really? REALLY IS it about weight?
Ok... Either the pictures you posted of you in the bikini and the sphinx are not you OR you have a serious case of body dysmorphia OR the comment here about "I every day every hour HATE the disgusting fat squishy tire around my belly" is nonsense/BS.
IF you are suffering from mental lapses, it is entirely possible that you have a vitamin deficiency or are eating far too few carbs. When was the last time you had a FULL set of labs run (and did you see the results yourself rather than just having the doctor tell you everything was ok)? Many people who maintain a very low carb diet for a long time experience problems with memory and general brain functioning.
Lora
14 years out; 190 pounds lost, 165 pound loss maintained
You don't drown by falling in the water. You drown by staying there.
on 8/23/14 10:42 am
My reply was DELETED?!! REALLY ? I know i may not be totally PC but is it Ok to outageously and unwarrantedy CENSOR me? Please believe me I did NOT reurn here to pick this fight or ANY fight ... but the censors ( I guess ) picked it FOR me . Does the site really Pay them to run posters off ?
I don't see any posts that were deleted - your post is still there. Refresh your browser.
Karen
Ontario Recipes Forum - http://www.obesityhelp.com/group/ontario_recipes/
Are you trying to say that perhaps you felt invisible before WLS and now that you had WLS and successfully lost, you feel like a piece of meat? Your accomplishments and gifts arent recognized at either end of the spectrum?
In that case, yes. I am with you.
On the other hand, I worked out and did gym stuff even when heavier. Despite exercise and "trying to watch my diet" my NP had a long talk to me about "having a stroke" and "drooling in my oatmeal" when I got around 50.
Now that I have lost the majority of my weight, I love the way I look in clothes. I love dressing up for me and my fiancee. It makes me feel womanly and, to be honest, I did really feel womanly before.
So liking the way i look in clothes is the "crown jewel" in my weight loss crown. I am still the queen/ruler as long as I have that jewel-less crown. But crown jewels in the crown ..just make that crown so much better.
RNY Surgery: 12/31/2013;
Current weight (2/27/2015) 139lbs, ~14% body fat
Three pounds below Goal!!! Yay !
on 8/23/14 10:57 am, edited 8/23/14 10:57 am
Drooling in my oatmeal ? Could this be sexism and agesim and not really REAL ? I would be SO grateful to just suffer a phantasm. but Im, terrified I might have early Alzenheimers .
Maybe I just ate too much cheap garbage laden with accumulating pesticides :0
on 8/23/14 11:04 am
As far as being a " piece of meat " goes I'e always been catnip 2 men ( and crazy wimmen ! ;0 ) For me , setting and trusting " boundaries " is HUGE . Noone cares how fat I am ( they might even think they have a better chance of OWNING me fat) .. I CARE . Its about independence for me and self worth
Drooling in my oatmeal ? Could this be sexism and agesim and not really REAL ? I would be SO grateful to just suffer a phantasm. but Im, terrified I might have early Alzenheimers .
Maybe I just ate too much cheap garbage laden with accumulating pesticides :0
Accumulating pesticides will do that to you. That's why I never eat vegetables. Anything that grows in the ground will kill you.
6'3" tall, male.
Highest weight was 475. RNY on 08/21/12. Current weight: 198.
M1 -24; M2 -21; M3 -19; M4 -21; M5 -13; M6 -21; M7 -10; M8 -16; M9 -10; M10 -8; M11 -6; M12 -5.
Drooling in my oatmeal ? Could this be sexism and agesim and not really REAL ? I would be SO grateful to just suffer a phantasm. but Im, terrified I might have early Alzenheimers .
Maybe I just ate too much cheap garbage laden with accumulating pesticides :0
Or maybe it's the wine...
