Sleeve Surgey
I have always felt less than as well, I give my all to everyone and well go to the end of the earth to please everyone, especially those who don't matter because I never really have accepted myself. Sometimes I have the moments where I say to myself " Renae you are beautiful and curvy and accept your self" and others I just want to lay in bed all day and don't want to be seen at all.
I started my period at a really young age I was 8 and had to get steroid shots every month to stop so that i could grow. From there i just started gaining weight and developed bad eating habits and just never learned how. Since I was young as well I have done diets and been apart of the Weight Management clinic at my children's hospital and have just been on the fast track to obesity since then. But it wasn't like i was an inactive child because i did cheerleading and dance and ballet etc but I just ate horribly or I didn't follow through cause I felt stupid and ugly and not pretty like the other little girls. I've always been the butt of joke. I would and still do make fun of my weight just so no one else can, I try to beat them to the punch or say what I think they are already thinking. And I'm just tired of it now.
I am also scared of wasting this opportunity as well. Everyone is telling me that I am too young to get the surgery, but what am I too young for? Too young to be happy in my skin, to be healthy and to be able to finally live life to the fullest and not be ashamed anymore?
And talk as long as you want, your words have helped me so much, you have given me strength and support that my friends and family can't. They kinds understand the emotional and mental struggle but not as much as you have. And i def will chat with you privately.
Also I'm sure you always been good looking
