Upset, having a pity party, and just needing to vent.
I am sorry that you have been frustrated...I would be too if it were me...But also think about this...If you were the one in need of an emergency surgery, I would hope the surgeon/doctor would cancel someone out so that he could tend to me...Sure its frustrating, but it will happen...Have faith and hang in there.
Many people will walk in and out of your life, but only TRUE FRIENDS 
will leave footprints in your heart...And may that friendship have such a ONENESS that when one weeps the other will taste salt...Friends are like balloons ; once you let them go you can't get them back....So I'm going to tie you to my heart so I never lose you.
on 6/28/14 10:52 pm
You have a right to be upset.Give yourself sometime for the pity party.Then remember you are going to have the surgery.Just keep doing what you are supposed to do.To get ready for the surgery.
It can be very emotional getting ready for the procedure.
Best wishes to you.It will all fall into place.
