B*TCHFest: My public service to you
My iPad was stolen and my insurance is dragging their feet.. my phone inexplicably stopped working, and my laptop turns randomly off and is on its way out... I have more friends in my tech devices than locally, so I am all kinds of crazy disconnected. I have a sore throat and ear, and feel like **** and am way overcommitment for the next week. Also, I have had 9 iron infusions so far with very little progress in my numbers.. Lastly, I finally have a job interview.. yes it is at a monastery and I am an Atheist.. yes it only pays $10 an hour.. but who gives a flying **** it is PAID WORK.. I have not had a job in 3 ******g years and my hubby wants to go on and on about how its not worth the disruption.. to what, me being nanny, cook, secretary, and maid **** that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am still loving life with my sleeve! Been maintaining at or below goal for over 4 years!
"People spend a lifetime searching for happiness; looking for peace. They chase idle dreams, addictions, religions, even other people, hoping to fill the emptiness that plagues them. The irony is the only place they ever needed to search was within." - Ramona L. Anderson
Job hunting: Oh how I hate you! I want to work. I am one of the few people in my county that 1. has all of their teeth and 2. can pass a drug test. WHY can't I find a job? I have TONS of experience, I am available all the time, I love to work. HIRE ME!!
Puppies: I love you so! Please catch on to this house breaking thing soon. I am SUPER tired of cleaning up poop.
17 year old daughter: I love you.. I do. I hate to break it to you, but there is actually more to life than sitting in your room on your couch playing LOL. There are chores to be done (yes, princess.. even for you!) and schoolwork to be completed.
SO: I know that you are excited about shipping off in February. I know that you want to get started ASAP, but when we are so far behind on all of our bills, it seems like an unwise decision to leave work early or skip a day of work to attend EVERY Future Soldier event. It's not required, you aren't earning anything from it... stop it. We need the money until I start working again. After that.. do what you want. Also, I just cashed in my pitiful little 401k to pay up all of our bills. This isn't a SOLUTION.. it just bought us a little time. HELP ME OUT HERE!! You have a heart of gold, you are considerate and thoughtful (about everything except money), you treat me like a goddess and I love you. The reason for my lack of sex drive recently is stress. You are one of the hottest men I have ever had the privilage of seeing naked in real life... but, if you want more sex.. help me with the bills!!!
Puppies: I love you so! Please catch on to this house breaking thing soon. I am SUPER tired of cleaning up poop.
17 year old daughter: I love you.. I do. I hate to break it to you, but there is actually more to life than sitting in your room on your couch playing LOL. There are chores to be done (yes, princess.. even for you!) and schoolwork to be completed.
SO: I know that you are excited about shipping off in February. I know that you want to get started ASAP, but when we are so far behind on all of our bills, it seems like an unwise decision to leave work early or skip a day of work to attend EVERY Future Soldier event. It's not required, you aren't earning anything from it... stop it. We need the money until I start working again. After that.. do what you want. Also, I just cashed in my pitiful little 401k to pay up all of our bills. This isn't a SOLUTION.. it just bought us a little time. HELP ME OUT HERE!! You have a heart of gold, you are considerate and thoughtful (about everything except money), you treat me like a goddess and I love you. The reason for my lack of sex drive recently is stress. You are one of the hottest men I have ever had the privilage of seeing naked in real life... but, if you want more sex.. help me with the bills!!!
I'm pissed at my plastic surgeon. He has only seen me once since my surgery to take out one drain. He never saw me in the hospital with blood clots in my WHOLE ENTIRE LEG that he missed. He told me my leg was swelling with edema.
Now my drain smells bad. Does he want me to come in? No he says its normal. It smells horrible. He says coming in would be wasting my time. Hello? MY time? My ass!!!!
Now out of the blue I am throwing up every afternoon/evening. Last night I struggled with dry heaves for two hours. Does my pcp want to see me? No, try eating toast. Hello? Carbs?
If there were justice in the world my plastic surgeon would have to go to a fancy dinner with co-workers with a smelly drain sticking out of his side. If there were justice my pcp would experience dumping at least once! Just once and i'd be a happy girl...lol.
Then to add to this crap my friend has dumped her dogs in my lap for a couple of weeks now. Started out with can you watch them for a few hours? They are making the neighbors dogs bark too much and the landlord is complaining. To today, can I watch them so her and her daughter can play WII? Really? Um I'm so totally over this crap.
I'm gonna go see if I can keep a sugar free chocolate down. I don't even like chocolate...lol. If I break out the chocolate my son knows its serious and ducks and covers....lol.
Now my drain smells bad. Does he want me to come in? No he says its normal. It smells horrible. He says coming in would be wasting my time. Hello? MY time? My ass!!!!
Now out of the blue I am throwing up every afternoon/evening. Last night I struggled with dry heaves for two hours. Does my pcp want to see me? No, try eating toast. Hello? Carbs?
If there were justice in the world my plastic surgeon would have to go to a fancy dinner with co-workers with a smelly drain sticking out of his side. If there were justice my pcp would experience dumping at least once! Just once and i'd be a happy girl...lol.
Then to add to this crap my friend has dumped her dogs in my lap for a couple of weeks now. Started out with can you watch them for a few hours? They are making the neighbors dogs bark too much and the landlord is complaining. To today, can I watch them so her and her daughter can play WII? Really? Um I'm so totally over this crap.
I'm gonna go see if I can keep a sugar free chocolate down. I don't even like chocolate...lol. If I break out the chocolate my son knows its serious and ducks and covers....lol.
Met my first goal, met my second goal, met my surgeons goal. Now I have a new goal!
Soup, soup, soup, soup, soup, soup, soup, soup, soup, soup.
I'm only on day 3 of my 2 week pre-op liquid diet and I am already sick and tired of soup. If I ever have soup again (after the post-op diet), it will be a miracle. ~sigh~ I used to love soup.
My hubby whom I love dearly is not making this easy on me. He loves to play "devil's advocate" and take to opposite side just to rile me up. Most of the time, we have fun with it. I truly enjoy mentally sparring with him. But not when I am eating soup every day while he and my son can eat anything they want!
I'm getting testy, I want something crunchy!! And I'm disappointed that I'm getting testy and irritable this early into the diet. What can I do? I don't want to take it out on my hubby. He's my soul mate and the best thing that's ever happened to me.
Sorry, I'm sure this is more of a whine than a ***** but I hope you understand.
I'm only on day 3 of my 2 week pre-op liquid diet and I am already sick and tired of soup. If I ever have soup again (after the post-op diet), it will be a miracle. ~sigh~ I used to love soup.
My hubby whom I love dearly is not making this easy on me. He loves to play "devil's advocate" and take to opposite side just to rile me up. Most of the time, we have fun with it. I truly enjoy mentally sparring with him. But not when I am eating soup every day while he and my son can eat anything they want!
I'm getting testy, I want something crunchy!! And I'm disappointed that I'm getting testy and irritable this early into the diet. What can I do? I don't want to take it out on my hubby. He's my soul mate and the best thing that's ever happened to me.
Sorry, I'm sure this is more of a whine than a ***** but I hope you understand.
When push comes to shove....shove hard!
Never regret anything, because at one time it was exactly what you wanted.
Never regret anything, because at one time it was exactly what you wanted.
Husband didn't get paid last Friday (his birthday!) and instead got a notice that he was being laid off.
Computer blew up. Not sure what the hell is wrong with it, but I am hoping we haven't lost everything that was on it.
I started a new job a month ago and came in to find that the budget (public library) was being cut for the 3rd year in a row, my staff won't be getting a raise (they haven't had 1 in 4 years) and I have to plead the budget case before the town council. Since I just started and the previous director has been gone awhile, I am twisting in the wind.
The kid won't clean her ******g room and I don't know why. I keep taking away privileges but she doesn't listen.
The stupid pug keeps ******g on the rug. They told me this dog was housetrained!!!!! She's not.
Somehow I have 11 people coming for Thanksgiving and I have a kitchen that was last updated in 1930. I have no idea where I'm going to find the space to cook, and I have to work til 8pm the night before. Argh.
Computer blew up. Not sure what the hell is wrong with it, but I am hoping we haven't lost everything that was on it.
I started a new job a month ago and came in to find that the budget (public library) was being cut for the 3rd year in a row, my staff won't be getting a raise (they haven't had 1 in 4 years) and I have to plead the budget case before the town council. Since I just started and the previous director has been gone awhile, I am twisting in the wind.
The kid won't clean her ******g room and I don't know why. I keep taking away privileges but she doesn't listen.
The stupid pug keeps ******g on the rug. They told me this dog was housetrained!!!!! She's not.
Somehow I have 11 people coming for Thanksgiving and I have a kitchen that was last updated in 1930. I have no idea where I'm going to find the space to cook, and I have to work til 8pm the night before. Argh.
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