B*TCHFest, because I promised you all
Sounds like my 'hood. Redneck parents, likely on drugs, fistfights in the front yard since you *can't* fight in private inside your own home, gunshots.. oh, you should hear NYE at midnight. I recorded it once. It sounded like a war zone.. hookers doing tricks behind the houses across the street- by the train tracks.. drug addled stupid neighbors and general ghetto attitude from everyone. East side living baby, it's the best. 
Ughhh...where do I start. I am too blessed to be complaining about anything...but here I go.
I am so bored with the guy fhat I am dating, that I could rip my eyeballs out. We have been seeing each other for over a year and I am bored to death. I have a 3 year old daughter that has become extremely attached to him. That is part of the reason I stay. I also saty, because I am always so scared to leave and try somethine new. I am always scared that I will be burned by that "grass is always greener" analogy.
The guy I am dating is a very hard worker. He works 7 days a week, anywhere from 12-17 hrs a day. However, he really sufered financially over the last 2 years. He is recovering from it, but he is still digging himself out of a hole.
I am sorry if this sounds shallow and silly, but he never buys me anything "pretty," he knows that I am a single mother and he never offers to help pay not even one bill, even though he lays up in my bed every single night (he does have his own place, but he always at mine). Also, we never really do anything (go out) b/c he works everyday all day. I see him in the evening and by that time he is so tired he just passes out in bed. I spend most of my weekends alone.
I am trying to be patient and wait for things to get better b/c I really think that he is a good guy, but I am getting more and more miseerable in the process.
I am scared that if I leave him I will be making a mistake. I think that I can do so much better, but what if I can't?
I am so bored with the guy fhat I am dating, that I could rip my eyeballs out. We have been seeing each other for over a year and I am bored to death. I have a 3 year old daughter that has become extremely attached to him. That is part of the reason I stay. I also saty, because I am always so scared to leave and try somethine new. I am always scared that I will be burned by that "grass is always greener" analogy.
The guy I am dating is a very hard worker. He works 7 days a week, anywhere from 12-17 hrs a day. However, he really sufered financially over the last 2 years. He is recovering from it, but he is still digging himself out of a hole.
I am sorry if this sounds shallow and silly, but he never buys me anything "pretty," he knows that I am a single mother and he never offers to help pay not even one bill, even though he lays up in my bed every single night (he does have his own place, but he always at mine). Also, we never really do anything (go out) b/c he works everyday all day. I see him in the evening and by that time he is so tired he just passes out in bed. I spend most of my weekends alone.
I am trying to be patient and wait for things to get better b/c I really think that he is a good guy, but I am getting more and more miseerable in the process.
I am scared that if I leave him I will be making a mistake. I think that I can do so much better, but what if I can't?
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