surgery secret
The decision to tell or not tell is completely up to you. I was honest with my co-workers, friends and family and everyone I knew was 100% supportive. When I came back from disability my colleagues gave me so many healthy presents (arm weights, gift certificates to get new clothes, yoga mats, pedometer, heart rate monitors, weight loss magazines, plus lots more). And 7 months out I have not gone one day with at least hearing from one person at my job that I look great (yeah I still have a long way to go, however, they knew where I came from and they knew that I battled a weight problem for most of my life). I consider myself lucky that NO ONE in my life had any petty comments or tried to talk me out of the surgery, etc.
Don't feel like you have to tell anyone your business. Bottom line you don't owe them an explanation. If they persist with asking, just politely tell them "thanks for your interest, however, I don't want to talk about it and immediately change the subject. Now with that being said when you lose weight, they probably will talk behind your back to each other, since they REALLY don't know what you did. Rumors unfortunately start when people don't know the truth.
It is a slippery slope for me as I believe that by hiding it, I would somehow bring shame to it. And I don't feel like that at all. Seriously- I was so anxious. I just did not want to listen to it, no matter how well meaning my friends might be. And- really, I did not want any visitors as I knew I would feel like **** afterwards. So, I told my boss only. When she knew I was safely out of the OR on that Monday, she called my office mates together and told them where I was.
It is a very personal decision to tell. But I am not ashamed. My life is an open book where my WLS is concerned.
And besides- I was an eating machine pre-op. 4 weeks of liquids followed by 4 weeks or pureed then 4 weeks of soft foods...all eaten out of a thimble...was gonna look suspicious. I work with a bunch of other nurses! Our hospital is a Bariatric COE. I weighed 343. It would not take much to figure it out.
I'm proud of my surgery. It is nothing to hide from.
If you don't want to tell your coworkers any more than that- don't. But be prepared for the whispers to come later.
It is hard. There are no easy answers.
Revised from Band to Bypass 10/26/09
High Wt 355/ Surgery Wt 343 (BMI 61) / Current Wt 190 on 3/17/12
TT/Fleur De Lis 8/22/11
Mastopexy and Brachioplasty 12/14/11
i don't think people at school will miss me eating with them i'm so busy most of the time i rarely have time to sit and eat properly...a lot of the teachers are my friends they were my friends before i became an administrator so i will have to tell them someday....did any of you ever feel like you were doing something wrong by not doing it the old fashion way? i mean from what i have read throughout this site and others it is no easy journey but people may perceive it as one because they don't understand what you are going through. i know it's not going to be easy but i think people are going to think i'm weak because i didn't do it the "hard way" or what they considered is the "right way"...i probably just shouldn't care....but unfortunately i do...that is part of the reason i don't want to tell anyone.
I simply told those at work that I was having "a little plumbing" done. Many assumed, I think, that it was "female surgery" but I never actively lied about any specific procedure.
Of course, they notice my weight loss now but I still have not told them about surgery. If someone asks, I tell them that i had developed some health problems, and I wasn't getting any younger - so losing weight made sense. The truth is, I think most have forgotten about the days I missed due to surgery last summer.
In my workplace, being overweight was viewed negatively and I felt that my professional credibility was compromised by weight. I felt very guilty and ashamed of my weight, and that is probably part of my decision to keep this confidential. On another level, though, I am a private person and certainly think medical issues are personal ones.
You don't owe anyone an explanation.