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In the morning, O LORD, you hear my voice; in the morning I lay my requests before you and wait in expectation. (Psalm 5:3)
My time for just me and the Lord is early morning. I love the quiet and stillness. For many years, I had a very hard time doing what this verse says. I would lay my requests before Him, but I did not wait in expectation. I wanted an answer and I wanted it right that minute. If God did not answer me when I thought He should, then I would take it upon myself to handle the situation, which took it completely out of God's hands. Then I would go back later after I had made a mess of things and ask God why He did not do what I asked Him to. One day, I realized that He did not need my help and that if I would leave the requests at the altar, He would handle the situation at the perfect time and in the perfect way. I still have much to clean out, but "little by little" God is changing my life. I love looking back over time and seeing the changes that He has made. I have learned to trust in Him and to trust in His way of doing things. See, I always told people that I trusted Him. However, I was lying. I trusted Him to a point, but when He did not do as I wanted, the trust stopped. At that point, I trusted in Carmen, which was a bad choice. We need to sometimes remember the words to an old song: "trust and obey, for there's no other way, to live happy in Jesus, but to trust and obey".