Do you ever have one of those days that you just don't feel like anything goes right?  They don't know when they will be doing my WLS now.  I have a deep sense of emptiness, loss, aimlessness.  Nothing seems to satisfy my heart, soul or spirit.  I have this wonderful studio space and I feel it is just an empty space.  I have nothing left to fill it, for I have nothing left in me.

Toni,

Chin up. I love you sweetie. You will get your surgery.
I will call later. I am at the hospital with my MIL right now.

 to you today!

I hope your MIL is better or ok.  I'll be ok, you know I have to be.  

You're not alone. A lot of us played the waiting game. Poor ole Vickie had surgery scheduled a couple of times and then postponed for medical reasons. So it happens but eventually it will take place.

Blessings,
DebbieDoo

I know Debbie, it is always the hard when you are the one waiting.  Thank you for your words.

Im sorry your back to waiting again. I hope it happens soon for you.

I hope so too!!  I just was so ready when they told me a date.

Don't sweat it, just thank God you have Tricare, we do not have to jump through the hoops others have to, to get approved. You're time will be here before you know it, you just want it done....yesterday! lol. We've all been there & the waiting game isn't real until it happens to you!

Good luck

I do, I do. It seems that even though I didn't have to jump through hoops for Tricare, I do for the surgeon!  Yes, you guys have been and I sound like an old record.

It is perfectly normal, and don't feel bad for feeling that way, I wanted to give up while jumping through the hoops, for my ins. took a year of it, and it hurts when you see everyone else getting thier's, but you too will have your day in the sun, so just turn those worries and sorrow over to God and just think of how happy you will be when it is your BIG DAY, I will keep you in my prayers, and we will all claim this for you. God Bless...Jess