3 months today plus it's my Birthday !!

Brandy, Thanks girl, you are too kind ! I am glad that my husband is not the only one who just doesnt get it. He just doesnt understand the whole fat girl thing and thinks I am being silly. They just dont understand all of this and how we just dont have surgery, get thinner and then everything is peachy keen. I have noticed that really only the people on here and a few close people to me actually get how it feels. My mother had this surgery 3 years ago so it helps to bounce things off her and get her input. For so long people would say i was too heavy or call me fat behind my back. Now these same people tell me I am too thin and I should not lose anymore weight. That keeps in my mind that you can not live your life for everyone else or the standards they have. I have to be happy on my own terms and live for me. Lord if they knew I still see the fat girl then that would give them more ammunition to use...lol Keep up the hard work and the last 30-35 will come huuny, we just need to stay focused and make sure we exercise...that is key. i look forward to meeting you in July!! ~Melissa

AWWWW!!!!!!!! I'm sorry I missed your birthday,  HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, wish I could have helped you celebrate it. I hope all goes well with your CT and scope on Monday, let me know how your doing!!!!!! btw: I think I already said this, but, you look awesome.  I bet your hunny can't wait to get home to you.                                                                                                                                                              How are you doing with your protein? that last time we talked you were having a little trouble like I am with it. Hugs

Hello Punkin! I am soo sorry we havent been able to get together on the phone or on here. I am still having trouble with protein but trying to do better. I use the beneprotein like you said and it seems to be the best so far. I am coming that way July 9th for my check up and we need to do lunch that day. I keep you in my prayers and miss our chats. I hope all is well with you and your family and will try to call you this weekend . Things have been so crazy with Brandon gone and I am burning my candle at both ends!! Talk to you soon and keep up the good work. Love and prayers ~Melissa

sorry I didn't respond sooner, I was in Cali, had a GREAT time nad got some color on my very white skin. lol.  What time is your appt. on July 9th? I have no plans for that day, so we could do lunch or coffee. Hubby got back from his 2 weeks away and seems to be happier ( I hope so). said he accomplished what he wanted to do, Thats a  good thing I think. Not much else here, just moving this weekend, but to to far from where we are now, about 5 miles.  You need to slow down a bit or your gonna get yourself sick. and that won't do anyone any good. Glad I didn't mislead you on the beneprotein, I use it everyday, and am feeling much better. still not getting in as much water as I should, but that is getting better also. Take care,and let me know about the 9th. Hugs,  ~Cindy~