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I'm here I've been Awol for the past week cause I've been up at Harbor View in seattle with my brother. Hes been in the ICU there for a week now with no idea how things are going to turn out. Things have been hard emotionally and I keep bouncing back and forth between feeling like I wnat to throw up and wanting to eat everything in sight. >>SIGH<< I am glad the I havn't had the surgery yet cause I need every bit of energy just to work and drive back and forth from olympia to seattle if I was a new surg I don't know how I'd do it.