Whatcha Eating Today VSGers? Tuesday 12/5/17
Thank you. Hospice was such a wonderful experience when my dad was dying, as much as such an experience can be called wonderful - as you, yourself, know. I'd really like to be able to give back in that capacity. I feel that our society is so death.. adverse? Avoidant? That we just don't have the skills to cope with it very well.
VSG with Dr. Salameh - 3/13/2014
Diagnosed with Binge Eating Disorder and started Vyvanse - 7/22/2016
Reconstructive Surgeries with Dr. Michaels - 6/5/2017 (LBL & brachioplasty), 8/14/2017 (UBL & mastopexy), 11/6/2017 (medial leg lift)
Age 42 Height 5'4" HW 319 (1/3/2014) SW 293 (3/13/2014) CW 149 (7/16/2017)
Next Goal 145 - normal BMI | Total Weight Lost 170
TrendWeight | Food Blog (sort of functional) | Journal (down for maintenance)
I just want to go back to bed. Ugh!!!
QOTD I want to get the last of my weight off and binge eating under control.
B Ham and cheese omelette and string cheese
L tuna, cottage cheese and honeycrisp Apple
D tbd haven't thought that far yet
Have a good day
QOTD: When I was really good at the health and nutrition stuff I was obsessive about it. I made sure to check the box on every little thing: meals, water, vitamins, exercise (2 to 3 times per day), and most importantly continued education on all subjects related. I also spent a lot of time on this site. I had a slightly different life that gave me a bunch more flexibility but I feel like this past year or so I have let that become an excuse. My goal for 2018 is to get back to that obsessive mindset. Regardless of traveling or work I need to find a way to make this all happen again.
B: Coffee, Bacon, Eggs, Sausage
S: Greek Yogurt
L: Ham Rollups
S: Nuts
D: Bluecheese Burger and cucumber salad
S: Protein Peanut Butter Mashup
W: On track
V: No
E: Not yet but need to go on a good walk with the dogs later
Morning! So far it's been a better day than yesterday. Things just went terrible yesterday and I was in an awful mood. I think it's true what they say about the hormones and emotions the first few months. I had so much anger all day yesterday it is truly overwhelming. I have no desire to eat or drink alcohol, but just feel like I cannot deal with anything. However, feeling much more "normal" today.
B: coffee w/HH and miralax & leftover stuffed zucchini boat
S1: 1/2 protein shake
L: leftover smoked chicken
S2: 1/2 protein shake
D: turkey meatloaf and mashed cauliflower
Lap Band 09/17/2003 HW-276 SW-225 LW-167
Revision to VSG 10/24/17 HW-244 SW-217.8 CW-179.6
Pre-op:0~M1:17~M2: 6.6~M3: 7.8~M4: 6.7
on 12/5/17 9:17 am
I had a great hike yesterday. No hikes today - it's so windy! Just a therapist appt and some errands.
QOTD: My main goal for 2018 is maintenance!! I've never maintained a weight for any meaningful period of time, so ths is my chance. And after I'm cleared for lifting stuff after next week's hernia surgery, I want to start strength training and working out with a trainer. I've never worked out in a gym before. And for the second had of the year maybe starting plastic surgeries? So much to do next year!
B - coffee and yogurt
L - real good pizza
D - mussels
S - broad beans, string cheese, ??