What do your splurge meals look like?
I resemble that response, which is why I responded the way I did initially. It is hard, early post op, when you are CRAVING JUST REGULAR FOOD, to not think about splurging. But I've lived it. I gained back almost 100 pounds from my lowest weight. Be vigilant.
Looking at others posts - I do have thin crust pizza about once a week, one slice. It fits in my calories, and I SAVOR it. I don't consider it a splurge though. When I get the munchies, and want chocolate or crunchies, I will eat a couple of my power crunch protein bars. That will do it for me.
I don't mean to sound mean or snappy. I just don't wish for ANYONE to have to be going through what I am now. It's such a struggle to have to lose the weight again. i'm grateful for my tool, though. But it sure isn't as easy as the first time.
Pizza is such a weird thing for me. I figured I'd miss it. A LOT. But I'm almost 3 years out and I don't. I want to miss it? I feel like I should miss it? But I've had a few chances to eat it - or even to just try a bite of someone else's, and I find that I have zero interest.
This weirds me out in ways I can't describe.
VSG with Dr. Salameh - 3/13/2014
Diagnosed with Binge Eating Disorder and started Vyvanse - 7/22/2016
Reconstructive Surgeries with Dr. Michaels - 6/5/2017 (LBL & brachioplasty), 8/14/2017 (UBL & mastopexy), 11/6/2017 (medial leg lift)
Age 42 Height 5'4" HW 319 (1/3/2014) SW 293 (3/13/2014) CW 149 (7/16/2017)
Next Goal 145 - normal BMI | Total Weight Lost 170
TrendWeight | Food Blog (sort of functional) | Journal (down for maintenance)
LOL Gwen I can imagine. But at this point I can only guess I'll want pizza when I hit maintenance. There is this one Mom & Pop place in our little town...that's the one I miss now. I don't crave it, but once in a while I think it will be nice to be able to eat a piece once I'm done losing weight. Who knows how I'll feel then...I might be just like you and think...pizza? Meh! lol
It's the weirdest thing ever, since I used to LOVE pizza. The fact that I don't care about it now can make me wonder who I am. "Who is this alien living your life that doesn't care about pizza?"
VSG with Dr. Salameh - 3/13/2014
Diagnosed with Binge Eating Disorder and started Vyvanse - 7/22/2016
Reconstructive Surgeries with Dr. Michaels - 6/5/2017 (LBL & brachioplasty), 8/14/2017 (UBL & mastopexy), 11/6/2017 (medial leg lift)
Age 42 Height 5'4" HW 319 (1/3/2014) SW 293 (3/13/2014) CW 149 (7/16/2017)
Next Goal 145 - normal BMI | Total Weight Lost 170
TrendWeight | Food Blog (sort of functional) | Journal (down for maintenance)
The one time I had real pizza four months ago made me cry. The fat head dough isn't so bad. Last time I was going to make pizza, but instead got distracted (of course) and made stromboli instead.
It is an interesting point, though. I find I crave the ideas of things rather than the things themselves, now. When I break down and have the things, they are almost always meh-tastic. Never worth the money. I guess maybe I crave the memory of things?
Maybe it's like how I used to think shows from my childhood were amazing (see Jem and the Holograms) and I watch them currently and have no idea what the heck I was thinking. Oh, food nostalgia....
I follow a ketogenic diet post-op. I also have a diagnosis of binge eating disorder. Feel free to ask me about either!
It is not that we have so little time but that we lose so much...the life we receive is not short but we make it so; we are not ill provided but use what we have wastefully. -- Seneca, On the Shortness of Life
Right. I think it's craving the idea. Or craving a part of my history. This is part of the thing that makes me feel disconnected from myself at times - that the things I cared about no longer have the same pull for me.
VSG with Dr. Salameh - 3/13/2014
Diagnosed with Binge Eating Disorder and started Vyvanse - 7/22/2016
Reconstructive Surgeries with Dr. Michaels - 6/5/2017 (LBL & brachioplasty), 8/14/2017 (UBL & mastopexy), 11/6/2017 (medial leg lift)
Age 42 Height 5'4" HW 319 (1/3/2014) SW 293 (3/13/2014) CW 149 (7/16/2017)
Next Goal 145 - normal BMI | Total Weight Lost 170
TrendWeight | Food Blog (sort of functional) | Journal (down for maintenance)
The one time I had real pizza four months ago made me cry. The fat head dough isn't so bad. Last time I was going to make pizza, but instead got distracted (of course) and made stromboli instead.
It is an interesting point, though. I find I crave the ideas of things rather than the things themselves, now. When I break down and have the things, they are almost always meh-tastic. Never worth the money. I guess maybe I crave the memory of things?
Maybe it's like how I used to think shows from my childhood were amazing (see Jem and the Holograms) and I watch them currently and have no idea what the heck I was thinking. Oh, food nostalgia....
Jem and the Holograms, now I know pretty much how old you are!
Dang, I just dated myself too...
Thankfully other things do, right? :D Love of pizza is a small price to pay for the life I have now.
VSG with Dr. Salameh - 3/13/2014
Diagnosed with Binge Eating Disorder and started Vyvanse - 7/22/2016
Reconstructive Surgeries with Dr. Michaels - 6/5/2017 (LBL & brachioplasty), 8/14/2017 (UBL & mastopexy), 11/6/2017 (medial leg lift)
Age 42 Height 5'4" HW 319 (1/3/2014) SW 293 (3/13/2014) CW 149 (7/16/2017)
Next Goal 145 - normal BMI | Total Weight Lost 170
TrendWeight | Food Blog (sort of functional) | Journal (down for maintenance)