BREAKING BAD
The struggle is real - Anxiety at its highest here! Been doing some cutting back to get ready lost about 15 so far and doing pre op diet on Wed to start! Thing is I quit that habit of chewing tabacco and that has me realing right now. I guess I should have done it awhile ago, but I guess I am the type...why not make yourself real miserable...lol. I hope to God I made the right decision doing this and although this sight does give those going into it some solace, it is the fear of the unknown! Sorry - just needed to vent and get it out!
The good news is your day is right around the corner! You can do this!
www.sexyskinnybitch.wordpress.com - my journey to sexy skinny bitch status
11/16/12 - Got my Body by Sauceda - arms, Bl/BA, LBL, thigh lift.
HW 420/ SW 335 /CW 200 
85 lbs lost pre-op / 135 post op
~~~~Alison~~~~~
Your feelings are totally normal! :) I was terrified pre-surgery, and even had regret post-surgery for a little while, but I am happy now. Our emotions get all out of whack, and giving up nicotine at the same time cannot be easy. Hang in there, you are so close! Great job on the weight loss!
Age: 34 / Height 5' 8" / Starting weight July 2015: 446.0 lbs / Surgery Date & Weight: 1/19/16 - 320.4 / Lost pre-op: 125.6lbs / Goal Weight: 180 lbs
