Watermelon Episode
on 8/23/15 3:11 pm - NJ
Holy God! I am more than a year out and have no problem eating anything. I've had small servings of watermelon in the past with no problem.
Tonight after having leftover parmesan crusted chicken, I had a small bowl of watermelon. It was so good! I ate it too fast!!! It took all of my will to force myself not to vomit and I almost lost. I kept walking in place then pacing back and forth until I felt confident enough to leave the bathroom.
I haven't felt like that in many months. It was a swift kick to remind me to eat slowly.
It's really important for you to be measuring everything you eat, before you eat it. That way you only put the appropriate amount on your plate and can't eat more.
VSG with Dr. Salameh - 3/13/2014
Diagnosed with Binge Eating Disorder and started Vyvanse - 7/22/2016
Reconstructive Surgeries with Dr. Michaels - 6/5/2017 (LBL & brachioplasty), 8/14/2017 (UBL & mastopexy), 11/6/2017 (medial leg lift)
Age 42 Height 5'4" HW 319 (1/3/2014) SW 293 (3/13/2014) CW 149 (7/16/2017)
Next Goal 145 - normal BMI | Total Weight Lost 170
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on 8/23/15 11:15 am, edited 8/23/15 11:16 am - NJ
And I know better. Got a little lax tonight and paid the price.