Depression is getting the best of me...

You look amazing and your loss is phenomenal! I had surgery 6/2 and this is hard. I can't imagine doing it with kids. I have needed my mother's help quite a bit! I was crying today and feeling kind of depressed.

I've struggled with depression basically my whole life as well. I went without insurance for many years when I was at my worst. I was able to get meds through the drug company, and for $4 a month through Walmart. I managed to find a sliding scale therapist who charged me $20 per session, and she was amazing.

The most important thing is to not give up, and you aren't doing that! You may not feel the best, but you are an inspiration to many people. Just keep looking for help. It's out there. And it's awesome you recognized the depression instead of just letting it take you down, and reached out to others. You'll get there. :)