LOLOL Tickled...Have you ever wanted to cry over food???
Oh ****I've shed more than my share of tears over food. It's quite sad but it's better than actually eating and crying from guilt and regret.
www.sexyskinnybitch.wordpress.com - my journey to sexy skinny bitch status
11/16/12 - Got my Body by Sauceda - arms, Bl/BA, LBL, thigh lift.
HW 420/ SW 335 /CW 200 
85 lbs lost pre-op / 135 post op
~~~~Alison~~~~~
I live alone, so I don't have to worry about cooking for others. I think my biggest trigger is going to be food and restaurant related commercials on TV. I also live very close to a Barbecue restaurant, and the amazing smells travel. I noticed this every afternoon when I leave for work, and also while in the pool swimming laps. I work at a hospital, where my boss frequently treats us to lunch, and it's always pizza. I'm starting my liquid diet tomorrow... I sure hope I can deal with these food fantasies successfully. My mind set is food is no longer an option, but I hope it's not too difficult a battle.
You can have pizza post op! Just steer clear of the crust ;)
VSG 7/1/13 with Dr. Jack Rutledge 28 y/o female - 5'10" - HW: 298 - GW: 174 - SW: 290 (-8) - M1: 262 (-28) - M2: 247 (-15) - M3: 235 (-12) - M4: 228 (-7 ~First Stall: almost 2 wks~) - M5: 218 (-10) - M6: 209 (-9) - M7: 199 (-10) Onederland on 1/31 - M8: 196 (-3) 100 lb total loss on 2/2 - M9: 192.6 (-3.4) - M10: 188.6 (-4) - M11: 182 (-6.6) - M12: 175.6 (-6.4) - M13: 173.8 (-1.8) CW (7/8/15): 167 - GOAL reached in 1 Year and 25 Days! - TOTAL WL - 131 lbs
I am in maintenance. In maintenance, I made the choice to eat the toppings on a large slice of Fellini's Special- my fave local pizza joint. I had a small bite of the crispy thin crust too. That's all I needed on that day. I know myself and there are some days I won't be able to do that as easily.
MIMI Highest weight 215 SW 203 GW 125 M1 -22 M2 -12 M3 -11 M4 -7 M5 -10 M6 -5 M7 -6 M8 -5 M9 -4 M10 -3 In maintenance since June 2013 HT- 5'2"
I know exactly how this feels! When I was weaning myself off my very-favorite-soda (Diet Cherry Coke) I hit a point at two weeks where I started thinking about it, getting really sad and actually got a little teary. Diet Cherry Coke and I go waaaaaaayyy back :-) How sick is that? You're right that the journey is about so much more than just losing weight.
Thanks for the smile today!
Tracy 5'3" HW: 235 SW: 218 CW: 132 M1: -22 M2: -13 M3: -12 M4: -9 M5: -8 M6: -10 M7: -4
Goal reached in 7 months and 1 week!
Lower Body Lift w/Dr. Barnthouse 7-8-15
