PCP visit this morning

went really well. I'm down 2 pounds from last week so YAY! and i havent even had surgery yet! Last obstacle is to quit smoking. I have to get this done and I wish I could afford to rent a hotel room for a month so I could be away from the temptations at home but thats not too realisitc at this point lol. So I am back on the lozenges to help with that and the bf has said he will go outside or in the basement to smoke so I am not smelling it. But he wont go on the patch for me oh well I'll take what i can get   also we switch my high bp meds due to dizziness so i get to deal with that for a few weeks longer although the bp is under control right now so thats another plus. Its really great to have a pcp who is so excited for all the little victories even though i havent even had surgery yet.

It was nice to hear yet again that I am a great candidate for this surgery and that I am doing really well being compliant with doctors orders lol looking forward to Feb 1st and I actually feel relieved that I am not going to be going through with such a big surgery as the DS.

anyway, thanks for letting me share.