Freaking out! Very OT but I need my OH fam!

SassyItalian
on 8/24/11 11:50 pm - Basseterre, St. Kitts and Nevis
Hey guys!

Just wanted to kind of share what I am in the middle of with you guys since we have been through so much together..

I am putting the last touches on a very monstrous and extensive application for veterinary school, to be mailed in full tomorrow! Every transcript, letter of recommendation, and tons of forms have been filled out and are ready to go..Its the culmination of 8 years of school work coming to a head...

I am nervous, excited, and scared all at the same time. I should know within 2 weeks if they grant me an interview.

In the meantime I am trying to do everything to get myself right to be able to leave for this huge journey.

My VSG was step one, I got myself on track healthwise. Wanting to be a vet is one of the major reasons I had this surgery. I will have to stand and operate and I wanted to be able to do that comfortably. I am also happy I will "look" the part. I want to be a medical professional, with a Dr. in front of my name, and lets face it, people judge your abilities based on your appearance. That is society. I am so happy I dont have to worry about hiding my fat when I go in for an interview. I know they will see and hear me, not just see my morbid obesity on judge me on that.

I am tentatively scheduled for a tummy tuck and breast lift moved to November 1st..It is a step towards my new life, away from this morbid obesity and towards a commitment to a healthy life..The vet school I am applying to is in the Carribean and I want to be able to wear any bathing suit I want, without having to explain my pouch. Maybe thats vain..But I dont care if its vain. I want my fresh start.

The last step is seeing a therapist to wrap my head around all these changes from this year and coming up..If you havent seen a therapist, GO!!!! Its been great in helping me sort out all these changes in my life...I even feel it will help make me a better student.

This past year has been focused on making me the best me I can be and its been a real trip, getting to know myself, my strengths better than ever..

Anyhoo, keep your fingers crossed for me to be granted an interview !!!! I will keep you guys updated on everything.

xo
Sassy

           
                       HW: 258lbs  SW: 240   CW: 140  I am 5 foot 7 and 30 years old               
                 VSG 12/21/10  Plastics: Tummy tuck, breast lift, and augmentation 11/3/11
                                             Soon to be veterinarian!! xoxo
                                                     

Still Fawn
on 8/24/11 11:54 pm, edited 8/24/11 11:54 pm - SIERRA MADRE, CA
Fingers crossed for ya! I am sure you have it locked down. I know I have been surprised every single time I am accepted to a school.. And my hubby just smiles and shakes his head and says, of course you were accepted. Obviously I am not as smart as you though,, since I didn't think of school in the carribean! Lol

 I am still loving life with my sleeve! Been maintaining at or below goal for over 4 years!
"People spend a lifetime searching for happiness; looking for peace. They chase idle dreams, addictions, religions, even other people, hoping to fill the emptiness that plagues them. The irony is the only place they ever needed to search was within."   - Ramona L. Anderson

michellemj
on 8/25/11 12:04 am
I'll be keeping everything crossed for you! Good luck!

HW: 280; SW: 255; GW1: 150; CW: 155.

DrHollywood
on 8/25/11 12:16 am, edited 8/25/11 12:18 am - Harbor City, CA

Hun, This ALL sounds so wonderful. All these wonderful changes you are making for
yourself. I am very happy to hear you are seeing a therapist. That alone will help you
get through a lot of your stuff.  At least you can dump to someone face to face or just
share.

First and Foremost, Congratulations accomplishing 8 years and going out to get
a job in a field you have always desired.  Dr.....   How amazing and again an Awesome
accomplishment.

Regarding TT and Boobs.    Freeaking AWESOME girl.  You have olive skin.  Please let me
know how your healing and how the scare is.  I am afraid of a TT because i scare so
dark and purple that it stays with me for at lease 2 2 1/2 years.  I am trying to remember
from my hysterectomy.   but this is just my own issue.  Jenn looks Fabulous and a lil hottie.
You are always a hottie( now) and the finishing touches to come...  OMGAAAWD your going to knock them dead!!!!  So remember me when i follow your TT and BOOB journey.
I wanna see before and after pics if this is ok.

I am soooOOOooo proud of you.  And the freaking Caribbean....???  Girl  you will live it up.
Be selective when that man comes in your life if you dont have one already........
Your definitely a catch...  but   wait awhile if your single......You wanna enjoy life with the new
you.  If your married.....  enjoy that too.... 

Huuuugs

                      ✿ L♦O♦V♦E ✿ & ✿ P♦E♦A♦C♦E ✿ღ ✿ & F♦R♦I♦E♦N♦D♦S ✿ ღ
                         "Keeping The Faith!"   "Slim by Summer!"
                                    HW: 250 - SW: 241  - CW: 154.7GW: 140  

     
 1 month: 22 pounds (2162 months: 12.2 pounds (203.8)  3 months: 10.6  (193.2)
 4 months: 9.7  lbs  (183.5)  5 Months:   6  pounds  (177.5 ) 
6 Months: 12 lbs ( 165.5)
 7 Months 7.1 lbs (158.4) 8 Months +1.6 pounds(159.8) 9 Months 2.7 pounds (157.1)
10 Months 8.1 lbs (149) 11 months +2 pounds ( 151) 1 YEAR!!!  2.6 pounds (148.4)


  
                                  Hit "One-derland April 9th, 2011   (199.7)

                                  "Half-Way Goal" April 25th, 2011 (194.8)

                                  "Happyland 80`s" May 14, 2011  (189.6)

                                   "Groovyland 70`s"  June 20th 2011  (179.9)

                                    " HippyDippyland 60's"  July 16th  (169.8)

                                       " CQQL-land 50`s"  August 25th ( 159.8)

                        "Normal BMI"   24.8  October 21st, 2011 (154.5) I am 5`6

                                 "AWESOME-land 40's" Dec 1st 2011  (149)

                              "Century Club 100 Pounds"  Dec 1st 2011  (149)

                                        ' ONE YEAR SURGIVERSARY!!!"

                                           Two Year Surgiversary!!!"


                                                                     

DragonGirl
on 8/25/11 12:19 am - MN
Wow Sassy!
You have so many positive changes coming your way and I'm so happy you're sharing them! You're going to lead a life only a few dare to go after and put so much work into! I hope all your aspirations and dreams come true for you!! Hugs!!

Heidi
  Age 49 Height 5'5" HW/280 SW/250 CW/157  
Behind every success is effort...Behind every effort is passion...Behind every passion is someone with the courage to try.
frisco
on 8/25/11 12:22 am
 
Hey Sassy,

I've followed your progress and have really seen you develop in many ways..... reading this rundown just confirms to me that you got your **** correct......
I see a very inspired young woman on a mission.... a mission to better yourself and a mission to complete something you started.
I don't think you need "Luck"

"Luck is where preparation meets opportunity"

Your gonna be fine !

frisco

SW 338lbs. GW 175lbs. Goal in 11 months. CW 148lbs. WL 190lbs.

          " To eat is a necessity, but to eat intelligently is an art "

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smiles24
on 8/25/11 12:24 am - MI
I haven't been around here for a long time, but I have read just about every word you have written (don't mean to sound so much like a stalker...lol).  Seriously though, I feel I am a good judge of character and from what I see, it looks like you have your head screwed on straight, you know what you want, you obviously have the strength and the perseverance to do anything you set your mind to do, therefore, with that being said, I don't see you needing any finger crossing, but to make you feel more comfortable, I will be sending you positive vibes for you to get over this small hump and onto the wonderful future thats in store for you!!  
Sheryl
HW:  273   SW: 238   CW:  164  GW:  150  
            
BriarRose
on 8/25/11 12:36 am
Sounds like you have covered your bases ! Years ago, when I applied to graduate school, I said that if you can get through the application process; you deserve a graduate degree !!!

I still stand by that declaration. My hunch is, if you have gone after your education in the same way you have worked your weight loss, you are going to be accepted into their program.

I Love LOVE LOVE my vet -- he has treated my great danes, my parrot, a couple reptiles, a bunny and a tortoise over the years. I trust him more than most of my own doctors !!!

Good luck with the college board !
Briar Rose  
High Wt 300 lbs.  Pre-op Wt loss 34 lbs.   
chinasl45
on 8/25/11 12:46 am - Harrisburg, PA
You have prepared and worked hard to get to this point. You have made major changes in your life physically and mentally which has prepared you for the road ahead. I am confident that you will have your interview and be admitted into the school. Remember, luck has nothing to do with your choice that you have made for your life. Hard work and determination has gotten you to this point and will pay off in the end.....Caribbean here you come!!!!!
PSW 268 and Height is 5'10, SW was 241.6, GW is 170, CW is 160   
                
jimbovsg
on 8/25/11 12:50 am
The changes you have made...and are making.....will only serve you well...... no matter what you do in life.  Congratulations on on your accomplishments...past...present....and future!  You WILL realize your dreams.....good luck with school....."Dr. Sassy!"......has a nice ring to it.....doesn't it?

JIMBO...  350lbs! lost!.....  TRIPLE CENTURY CLUB!!  HELL ...YEAH!  
MY  VSG......KICKS ASS!                                                                                                                                                                                      

 I  am   6' 2"    

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