NSV or Insult? You decide..
Sub...HOLY ****!! this is the first time I ever saw a pic of YOU!! That is YOU? YOU don't even LOOK like YOU..lol...before or after!
Why on EARTH aren't YOU BRAGGING YERSELF UP HERE WOMAN!! You have EARNED THEM BRAGGIN RIGHTS 100%!!
Am I missing all your posts ....where YOU.....even talk about the FRIKKEN AMAZING WORK YOU have DONE thus far? ...........WTH??
Are you seein a THERAPIST?? ...I know this is difficult "the fattie within/ dysmorphia" ....but my goodness......Im seein nothin but ABSOLUTE BEAUTIFUL, VICTORY incarnate!...why aren't you? Im cryin now dang you! lmao! I hate cryin too!
alls I ever see in yer posts is how MUCH yer STRUGGLING, PLUGGIN ALONG, n always helpin others. That's why I feel so gat dang connected to YOU!! Your the kind version of ME......lolol
Sub...on this topic... its MORE IMPORTANT HOW YOU INTERPRET IT...anyway.
You already know how I see it, Im sure all of us see it, why are ya even questionin it!!
Why on EARTH aren't YOU BRAGGING YERSELF UP HERE WOMAN!! You have EARNED THEM BRAGGIN RIGHTS 100%!!
Am I missing all your posts ....where YOU.....even talk about the FRIKKEN AMAZING WORK YOU have DONE thus far? ...........WTH??
Are you seein a THERAPIST?? ...I know this is difficult "the fattie within/ dysmorphia" ....but my goodness......Im seein nothin but ABSOLUTE BEAUTIFUL, VICTORY incarnate!...why aren't you? Im cryin now dang you! lmao! I hate cryin too!
alls I ever see in yer posts is how MUCH yer STRUGGLING, PLUGGIN ALONG, n always helpin others. That's why I feel so gat dang connected to YOU!! Your the kind version of ME......lolol
Sub...on this topic... its MORE IMPORTANT HOW YOU INTERPRET IT...anyway.
You already know how I see it, Im sure all of us see it, why are ya even questionin it!!
On July 5, 2011 at 11:19 AM Pacific Time, Heidi V. wrote:
I love you! You make me smile every day...lol...
Awww... thank you Heidi!
Start weight: 388, Current Weight: 185, Goal Weight: 180, Weight Lost: 203 lbs
Certified Nutritionist ♥ VSG FAQ♥ sublimate: To elevate or uplift.
3/2012 Plastics: LBL, 3 Hernias Fixed, BL/BA, Rhinoplasty & Septum Fix. 6/2013 Plastics: Arm and thigh lift
On July 5, 2011 at 11:15 AM Pacific Time, Carmelita wrote:
Sub...HOLY ****!! this is the first time I ever saw a pic of YOU!! That is YOU? YOU don't even LOOK like YOU..lol...before or after! Why on EARTH aren't YOU BRAGGING YERSELF UP HERE WOMAN!! You have EARNED THEM BRAGGIN RIGHTS 100%!!
Am I missing all your posts ....where YOU.....even talk about the FRIKKEN AMAZING WORK YOU have DONE thus far? ...........WTH??
Are you seein a THERAPIST?? ...I know this is difficult "the fattie within/ dysmorphia" ....but my goodness......Im seein nothin but ABSOLUTE BEAUTIFUL, VICTORY incarnate!...why aren't you? Im cryin now dang you! lmao! I hate cryin too!
alls I ever see in yer posts is how MUCH yer STRUGGLING, PLUGGIN ALONG, n always helpin others. That's why I feel so gat dang connected to YOU!! Your the kind version of ME......lolol
Sub...on this topic... its MORE IMPORTANT HOW YOU INTERPRET IT...anyway.
You already know how I see it, Im sure all of us see it, why are ya even questionin it!!
I have had pictures on my profile of me for a long time but don't really go pointing them out and I honestly hate taking pictures. I've been overweight all of my life and just got really used to focusing on non-superficial stuff. To me the things I am really proud of or struggle with you can't take a photo of.
Like for instance I'm really proud that I haven't taken a single bite of anything that wasn't low carb since January of 2010. I was really proud when I was able to walk around an amusement park (and at times running) for 10+ hours and felt great. I was really proud when I ran for 3 minutes straight (still working on improving my time).
But like you I struggle every day with the head hunger, head demons, and behaviors. I come here for the support and to talk about the struggles I have because I truly want to improve in those areas. I share what has helped me conquer the other areas, but to be honest I can tell a lot of people think I live too strictly and don't relate. :)
But they understand that I'm only doing it because the strictness is the only way I find works to combat my demons.. it is my offense against those demons. Not something I want to do but something I HAVE to do. Doesn't really feel very fun to brag about something that's not that fun. :)
I definitely do see a therapist and to be honest part of the reason I hate taking photos (other than the fact that I'm just not a superficially inclined person) is that in my head I've always been thinner than I actually am. Sort of the opposite of dysmorphia. When ever I see myself in pictures I think... WTF.. who took that lousy picture of me and made me look so fat! Haha..
Sorry if in my posts I give the impression that life is nothing but struggles. Once I conquer something I'm always looking for the next challenge or thing to improve or refine, so I guess my posts give that impression because I'm always looking forward, not backward. :)
I'm only here talking about what I need to work on.. perhaps I need to share more about what has worked for me. Still totally feel connected to you girlfriend right through this computer screen. BIG Hugs...
Start weight: 388, Current Weight: 185, Goal Weight: 180, Weight Lost: 203 lbs
Certified Nutritionist ♥ VSG FAQ♥ sublimate: To elevate or uplift.
3/2012 Plastics: LBL, 3 Hernias Fixed, BL/BA, Rhinoplasty & Septum Fix. 6/2013 Plastics: Arm and thigh lift
On July 5, 2011 at 11:46 AM Pacific Time, Heleena33 wrote:
I would take it as an excellent compliment! You do look like a shadow of your former self! And so cute!!! I am getting shivers just thinking about how proud you have to be of yourself!Wishing you hear only the greatest compliments always!!
Thank you for sharing with all of us!!
Helen
Thank you Miss Helen!
Start weight: 388, Current Weight: 185, Goal Weight: 180, Weight Lost: 203 lbs
Certified Nutritionist ♥ VSG FAQ♥ sublimate: To elevate or uplift.
3/2012 Plastics: LBL, 3 Hernias Fixed, BL/BA, Rhinoplasty & Septum Fix. 6/2013 Plastics: Arm and thigh lift
100% NSV!! I know it stings when we hear people make comments like that, but it just shows how far we've come! You look amazing - love the dress! Keep those neighbors on their toes 
haha
haha Change is the essence of life. Be willing to surrender what you are for what you could become. Alyssa
HW/SW246 / GW150 / CW137 5'2"
HW/SW246 / GW150 / CW137 5'2"
Thanks guys.. I was telling my friend about this today.. she has seen that neighbor when she was at my house so she knew what I was talking about. I should mention again that this was a little old filipino lady who spoke with an accent.. you gotta take that into context to see how funny it really was. 
Start weight: 388, Current Weight: 185, Goal Weight: 180, Weight Lost: 203 lbs
Certified Nutritionist ♥ VSG FAQ♥ sublimate: To elevate or uplift.
3/2012 Plastics: LBL, 3 Hernias Fixed, BL/BA, Rhinoplasty & Septum Fix. 6/2013 Plastics: Arm and thigh lift
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