Surgery 5/03/04

I am so excited my surgery is Monday....but why is it that I have doubts? I heard that you aren't normal if you don't question yourself on whether or not you are doing the right thing!!!! At one minute I am totally fine and then the next minute I am thinking about everything that could go wrong!!!! Am I normal???

HI KAREN!! I HAD SURGERY ON APRIL 19 (ALMOST TWO WEEKS AGO), WHEN THEY WERE TAKING ME TO THE OPERATING ROOM I WAS CRYING AND SAYING THAT I NEEDED MORE TIME, THIS MIGHT NOT BE THE RIGHT THING - NEXT THING I KNEW I WOKE UP IN RECOVERY. I ALSO HAD SOME REALLY EMOTIONAL DAYS AND THOUGHT WHY DID I DO THIS, WAS IT THE RIGHT THING FOR ME; I NOW KNOW THIS WAS THE RIGHT THING FOR ME AND WHAT HELPED ME WAS CARNIE WILSON'S BOOK "GUT FEELINGS", I HAVE HIGHLIGHTED SO MANY QUOTES FROM HER BOOK, READ IT , IT WILL HELP YOU REALIZE YOU ARE DOING THE RIGHT THING!! I HOPE I HELPED, I WILL BE THINKING AND PRAYING FOR YOU. KELLY LONEY

Kelly thank you so much for your reply!!!! I will have to go get the book today!!!!! I am so ready for tomorrow to come it can't get here fast enough!!!