My old buddy CPAP

 MY old buddy is getting old yes I do feel better in the morning more rested up.,but the little signs he leaves showing he's been there sometimes is embarssing. It can take over a half day sometimes to get a clear face again not to meniton the pink nose. Soooooooooooo I'll be so glad to say goodby . Just wondered if I am the only CPAP face mareing person out there.
If my two year old grandson were see my with my chin strap and nose piece on it would scare him to death it scares me sometimes when I see myself. 
Changing the subject do any of you  have dreams of being thin again and how good it feels in the dream to be able to run, jump, to be able to do all the thing you can't do when you're fat.
Am I the only weird one out here having skinny dreams? Even if it just a dream it's nice to be thin for a few hours. I know it won't be to much longer before it won't be a dream but reality.