So frustrated and tired of fighting.
on 12/1/12 11:42 am - Mesquite, TX
Tired of my RNY surgery issues... tired of the daily pain... tired of all my health issues. Just feel like a pity party. Wish my mom was alive so I could go cry on her shoulder.
I just feel like such a failure with my weightloss. I am in pain and do not want exploratory surgery to figure out what is up... and then another surgery for revision. I am dealing with this daily pain and praying to get my revision surgery and to find out the cause of this horrible pain soon!! Ugh I hate insurance and doctors offices.
My BMI is not high enough and the insurance seems to only be looking at it.. not all the other issues and problems I am having. I need someone to fight for me.. I can't fight anymore.
I just don't know what to do. I hate calling and bothering the doctor's staff... and when I do call, I feel like such a bother. It doesn't really help me either, they just tell me to gain weight and then insurance will approve. At the rate I am gaining, I should get approved before long. CALGON TAKE ME AWAY!
Ya know.. I really wish that insurance would grant me my Christmas wish for revision and to find the root cause for this horrible pain! A girl can wish...
Katherine
I had a revision but qualified based on my weight.
I know your frustrated but Keep fighting.
Saundra
VBG - 12/02/96 (High weight 283)
Revision to RNY - 06/11/09 (Start weight 219)
Goal for weight to always start with 11*
At Goal - maintaining between 115 - 119