prayers needed
DEBORAH-first off..CRAP...then...big ((((HUGS))))...now...I hate that your appt is so far off, but I'm sure that can't be helped, so we'll just use these next weeks to pray POSITIVE prayers, and that God's will be done. There are some mighty prayer warriors here, and I'd put my life in their hands ANY day.
Of course you're scared-I'd be VERY worried about your MENTAL health if you said you were NOT scared. Just please know we will be right here, beside you, whatever the outcome.
It is "mothery" of you not to tell your kids yet--besides--there's nothing TO tell yet. For whatever it's worth, I think you doing the RIGHT thing.
I'm close as the computer-cry...scream...cuss...whatever you need to do!! I've been a nurse 30+ yrs, and sometimes know "stuff". If there's anything I can do, please do not hesitate to ask.
RNY 4-22-02...
LW: 6lb,10 oz SW:340lb GW:170lb CW:155
We Can Do Hard Things
(Something I have been putting off)
Praying for you. I always think when they don't send me
to surgery the next day but put off my appointment a
week or two to be a good sign.
Best prayer warriors ever here at the Texas Board.
We'll keep praying.
Anita
Thank you all for your support and prayers. It is all much needed and appreciated. I went in because the dr. thought I had a stricture and then I was also passing blood in the stool, so he decided to scope both ends while he had me there. I am so glad he did.
I don't know what to think right now. They said Pre Cancer Cells, and not Cancer. But, what does that all mean? There was another polyp but he couldn't find it because it was covered in stool and when he flushed the area, he tried to find it but couldn't.
Are there other tests that they can do? I am just beside myself tonight.
All I can do, is pray and leave it in the Lord's hands.
Thank you all,
Deborah
Hugs,
Proximal RNY Lap - 02/21/05
9 years committed ~ 100% EWL and Maintaining
www.dazzlinglashesandbeyond.com
I know it sounds serious, but PTL they found it NOW, in the pre-c condition. The right treatment now should probably result in an excellent prognosis for you .. Sounds like you were quite lucky (or ... ! )
Unfortunately, too many people never get checked or wait until it's too late ..
Good luck and please keep us posted on how it goes ..
Frank talk about the DS / "All I ever wanted to be was thin, like that Rolling Stones dude ... "
HW/461 LW/251 GW/189 CW/274 (yep, a DS semi-failure - it happens :-( )
Hugs and blessings ~~~ Vivian
GOD GRANT ME THE SERENITY TO ACCEPT THE THINGS I CAN NOT CHANGE; COURAGE TO CHANGE THE THINGS THAT I CAN; AND THE WISDOM TO KNOW THE DIFFERENCE !!!! THIS IS MY DAILY PRAYER.
Vivian Prouty Obesity Help Support Group Coach "LOSE IT 4 LIFE"
It was my pleasure to finally get to meet you and talk with you face to face. I only wish we lived closer so I could visit with you more often.
Hugs,
Deborah