Sometimes the "Fat Girl" comes out!
Please go to my blog to read about "My Fat Girl" I am 8 years out and every now and then she pays me a visit!
www.gingerrock.blogspot.com
Much Love,
Ginger
www.gingerrock.blogspot.com
Much Love,
Ginger
I am 3 1/2 yrs out - lost over 200 pounds n stll have days the fat girl comes out
remember the funny -goes something like there is a skinny biotch in me trying to get out - I can normally shut her up with enough chocolate
well my new version is there is a fat biotch inside trying to get out - I can normally shut her up with a good work out
I relized last week how big I used to be and how now I look "fat" to me b/c I have forgotten what I looked like - or refused to admit it pre op
I was talking to a dear friend who is losing weight - she is still very MO and she had gone and gotten a pretty bra in a her "next goal" size - it was the size smaller than I was wearing when I had surgery - and she looks pretty big to me - spent time all weekend trying to wrap my mind around "that is what I looked like" and the fact that my 14s are comfy this morning is comforting
remember the funny -goes something like there is a skinny biotch in me trying to get out - I can normally shut her up with enough chocolate
well my new version is there is a fat biotch inside trying to get out - I can normally shut her up with a good work out
I relized last week how big I used to be and how now I look "fat" to me b/c I have forgotten what I looked like - or refused to admit it pre op
I was talking to a dear friend who is losing weight - she is still very MO and she had gone and gotten a pretty bra in a her "next goal" size - it was the size smaller than I was wearing when I had surgery - and she looks pretty big to me - spent time all weekend trying to wrap my mind around "that is what I looked like" and the fact that my 14s are comfy this morning is comforting
Home is where the army allows me to live with my husband
I know what I need to do - I have to choose to take care of me or I choose to fail
I know what I need to do - I have to choose to take care of me or I choose to fail
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