Thursday Mission/Thinking
Well I didn't go for the 2nd job interview. The lady called and said the girl who was going to quit, had a change of heart so therefore, they weren't hiring. I guess it wasn't meant to be. I am looking forward to seeing my grandkids/family this weekend and some of my OH family. I think I've gotten use to being in Round Rock as far as avoiding the "intersection" where Chito's accident took place in Plano. In other words, I'm getting some anxiety about going back. Not that I have to pass by there, heck, Chito was all over Plano.
Two Sunday's ago, my cousin's boyfriend hung himself in their backyard. The sad thing is, is that the kids (ages 8 & 4) found him. I am truly saddened for the kids. My point is, is that Chito was in a fatal accident, he didn't take his own life. Either way it is a death, but, I'm thankful that Chito didn't take his life. I wouldn't be able to survive that type of pain.
I know things take time, and it will happen in due time. I still struggle but I KNOW I AM A BLESSED WOMAN!
Blessings,
Nina
Mission:
Cross every bridge to change with faith and confidence.
Whatever change you embark on, build a bridge to your new experience.
Be secure as you cross each bridge to your next destination.
Morning Nina,
Sorry that the job feel though but hey...there is a BETTER one out there for you. Maybe you should see if you can find another grief class to join near or in Round Rock. I hate to see you in such pain. I know that it will hurt for a long time and that you will always have a empty spot in your heart for your son. I still miss my Mom and it has been almost 3 yrs since she passed. I still cry for her passing at times...especially around the holidays. Still praying for you.....time will help but death is something that you will never get over. Love ya and drive safely this weekend coming back to metroplex !!!!
Hugs and blessings ~~~ Vivian
GOD GRANT ME THE SERENITY TO ACCEPT THE THINGS I CAN NOT CHANGE; COURAGE TO CHANGE THE THINGS THAT I CAN; AND THE WISDOM TO KNOW THE DIFFERENCE !!!! THIS IS MY DAILY PRAYER.
Vivian Prouty Obesity Help Support Group Coach "LOSE IT 4 LIFE"
Keep on going, and keep the faith, you will find something good for you *hugs tight* Miss you alot. Im sorry for the additional loss of the cousins boyfriend. I hope those children will be ok. Your Chito was taken but he didnt give up, and neither will you (or I) were gonna get our stuff together!
