FAMILY, I NEED YOUR PRAYERS, HELP& SUPPORT
HI ALL........I WILL NOT DRAG THIS OUT.....I WILL JUST TELL YOU ALL WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME AND I WILL NEED YOU ALL SO MUCH.
(LONG STORY SHORT)
IN JAN, MY BLOOD WORK SHOWED MY LIVER LEVELS WERE HIGH, OK SOMETIMES THAT IS NORMAL AFTER LOOSING ALOT OF WEIGH AND THEN HAVING MY GALLBLADDER OUT....OK......WELL THEY NEVER WENT DOWN, SO I CURVED WHAT LITTLE DRINKING I DID DO (THAT IS WHY I DID NOT DRINK IN TX) SO ANYWAY, I HAVE NOTICED THAT I AM STILL LOOSING WEIGHT.....SOME WOULD NOT BE UPSET OVER THIS, BUT TODAY I HAD A DR'S APPT. MY LEVELS ARE STILL HIGH, I HAVE LOST WAY MORE WEIGHT THAN I SHOULD AND STILL LOOSING. I TOLD YOU ALL AT THE CONVENTION THAT I HAD LOST 110.....BUT NOW INFACT IT IS 115. STILL SOME WOULD NOT COMPLAIN, BUT THE DR.'S ARE CONCERNED NOW AND I NEED TO PUT SOME WEIGHT ON!!!!!! I AM VERY SAD NOW, I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO DO SUCH THING, BUT TO AVAIL.
I HAVE TO BE HONEST THAT I HAVENT BEEN DOING MY PROTEIN AND VITAMINS LIKE I SHOULD......SO NOW TODAY......IS A NEW DAY! I AM STARTING WITH MY PROTEIN SHAKES AND TAKING ALL THE VITAMINS THAT I CAN SWALLOW!
IF I DO NOT START TO GAIN SOME TO GET BACK TO MY GOAL WEIGHT, SHE SAID SHE IS GOING TO HAVE TO GO BACK AND RE DO MY SURGERY TO MAKE MY "WHATEVER SHE CALLED IT" SMALLER AND SHORTER...I JUST CANT THINK RIGHT NOW FOR ALL THE TEARS.
PLEASE HELP ME FAMILY.......I NEED YOU ALL SO MUCH......I AM A LITTLE SCARED.....I DO KNOW THAT ALL WILL BE FINE!!!! I AM JUST A LITTLE UPSET, I NEED TO EAT BETTER AND I JUST DONT SEEM TO DO THAT.......AND I SHOULD KNOW BETTER!
I LOVE AND MISS YOU ALL SO MUCH........DR. TERI....IF YOU READ THIS.....PLEASE EMAIL ME!
I WILL TAKE ANY IDEAS, RECIPES.......ANYTHING. I AM GOING ONLINE TO BUY SOME PRODUCTS THAT I LOVED AT THE ONE OF THE BOOTHS. IT WAS A PROTIEN SHAKE AND ALSO THE IRON PILLS FROM BARIATRIC ADVANTAGE.
THANK YOU ALL FOR LISTENING........I KNEW THIS IS WHERE I NEEDED TO COME.......MY FAMILY HERE........MY FRIENDS.....
I LOVE YOU ALL
LOVE AND HUGS,
KIM
That's just it......I EAT! I eat twinkies.....lol. I eat lots of things.....she is just saying that I am not getting enough protein and I HAVE to get MORE of it with what I do eat......she told me today that my dumping is in the form of my bowel movements instead of throwing up....I havent done that in a long time.
I am just scared to have another surgery.......and what is up with my liver??????? One doctor said not to worry.....now they say to worry......dangit......what to do.....what to do...
Hubby and I are going out for steak......gonna see if I can eat that. I just made me a protein shake and drank it.....got made for in the morning too!
Will start drinking those thru out the day. AND I still eat my peanut butter cookies.......LOL!!!
Thank you all.....I know it will get better.......but I have to have gained some weight before my next appt on June 22. I love and miss you all!
Thank you for being here for me.....it means more to me than you could ever know......
All my love,
Kim
Hey My sweet girl,
I read your post and almost started crying...you sound so upset. I wish I had a magic wand to wave to make it all better..Continue to eat your protein (very important) and take your vitamins, also eat good carbs..ie: whole grains, legumes, ect...3 meals, two snacks and plenty of water...
All will be well darlin....I know you're scared, and that is what we are here
for....
Love ya,
Bambs