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folks, howdy out there in good ole TN. I just
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I would drop in and let y'all know that I have just 21 DAYS TO GO.
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Three weeks from today.
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Go****'s going by fast. I have to have the scope put down my throat again tomorrow afternoon to have my throat dialated. Jan. 9 gastric bypass, and the end of January elbow surgery. That's a lot of being put to sleep, but shoot far, that's about the only way I can get any
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it seems. Lately my mind just runs all night from one thought to another and making me go
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trying to keep up with my brain.
I'll tell you a
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I am nervous, excited, I feel like I have so much to do, before January, yet I don't have the strength to do it all. I am running a muck with my emotions right now. I know it's normal, but with the holidays almost here, having the scope done this week, leave for Nashville on Thrusday morning, come back on Monday, see my surgeon that Friday, register at the hospital, it's like I am a chicken with her head cut off. I haven't even finished my Christmas baking to take with me, nor wrapped any thing yet. I'll do that on Wednesday then load up the van since I can't drive that day anyways. I just hope I have enough gas money to get home. I have a ton of errands to do this evening, plus Thursday morning before I leave. Right now I wish I had a :smoke: not having one is really getting to me.
Merry Christmas my friend.
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Kathy's