4 days to go!!!
I am so nervous about surgery, It's scheduled for 5:30 a.m. on the 30th. I am so glad it's finally here, but then I am scared that something is going to happen during surgery. I made out a living will, I am saying all the things to people that i would say if I was never to see them again. Weird huh? Has anyone else done things like that? The statistic that 1 in 200 will die is just a little un-nerving to me. But I am finally here and I have to be positive. I am finally going to live life, instead of just existing! I honestly can't wait, I am just getting jitters. I thank you for listening...