Just bummed out..........kinda long
As most of you know I got real sick a few months ago and lost 27lbs in 11 days. Great loss, but not a good way to do it. They de-flated my band totally and are "VERY" slowly filling me back up. I understand why they are doing it, but I hate it at the same time. So needless to say I have gained that 27lbs back and I am still gaining. I have very little restriction, so I can eat just about anything that I want and that is not good. I have been making some bad choices I will admit that and I am paying for it. Since I have started working, I only get 1 15 min break a night and I can not drink anything if I am not on break. So on the day's that I work, I have no way of getting my water in. I have had to go without 3 of my meds, due to not having insurance to pay for them. I will have insurance as of 02/01/09, so I am just trying to muddle through all of this until then. I am still having shoudler and arm issues and they are getting worse everyday and am in quite a bit of pain. I was hurting so bad Thanksgiving night, it was unreal. I for sure over did it, but it was worth the pain that day to be able to hold and play with my grandaughter that I had not seen since she was born back in Sept.
So anyway, just wanted to vent a little bit and to catch everyone up on what has been going on. I am stressed to the max because of this, and of course this time of year sure is not helping, along with what is going on with Phil. He had blood work done this past Wed and we will get the results on Monday, so if everything is cool then is surgery is a go on the 3rd. I will be going to the doctor on Tuesday for a fill so I sure hope that will help. Thanks for taking the time to read this, sorry it was so long. Hope everyone is doing good and looking forward to seeing a whole bunch of you at the OH TN Christmas party on the 12th.
Cheryl
Thanks for asking. My nerves are ok so far. I am sure that the closer it gets, the more nervous I will get. But at least I have all the holiday activities. Baking cookies to give out at our live nativity, the nativity, the Christmas party in Nashville, family coming for Christmas. Eeeeeeek! Maybe I should be nervous. lol
Will we see you two at the party?
Love,
Nancy
Cheryl, Keep your chin up! Things may seem so bad now but I believe it will get better. Don't overdue things with your arm and before you know it you will have your insurance and can take care of everything. We will keep you in our thoughts and hope to see you on Dec. 20 for a good time.
Love ya, Stacy
Stacy, I'm trying to keep my chin up, but sometimes my arm hurts so bad I can't even do that.......lol But seriously I hear ya, I'm hanging in there, waiting for that light down the road to get brighter. I can't wait for the 20th, did you see the post about the new Loser's that is going to be joining us? That should be cool, and if we don't scare her off, she might join us for New Year's Eve too.........lol
Cheryl
