It's my birthday....
It's my birthday and I'll cry if I want to cry if I want to. I get my pap test back today. Tomorrow my mammogram, then my oncologist. What a wonder way to spend a birthday. Had my first sleep study last night to see whether I need a level test for my sleep apnea. I get those results next week. My oxygen dropped last night while sleeping. If you can call it sleeping. I certainly don't feel refreshed by any means. I know I kept waking up. Hard to turn over in a bed with a broken tail bone. I like my triangle thing over my bed that helps me roll over without actually waking up. But I will find out the results when I see my ENT Dr. next week as he reads the reports, have my pre-op while I'm in his office as he is going to be putting tubes in my ears on the 13th. Lovely. Well I'm off to shower and get the glue out of my hair.
Everyone have a special day. Love Kathy

Thank you Teresa, I'm not worried about them one bit. The pap results showed no cancer or cancer cells, and I seriously doubt any will show up in the mammorgram in the mornng. If it does, I'll just added it to the long list that I turn over to God. He keeps me going every day when I want to give up. He makes me stronger by being there for others.
Again Thank you, Kathy
Hi Sarina, I haven't used my bi-pap for over a year, just the oxygen. So I'm not overly worried about that. I don't worry about things I have no control over, that's God's department, I worry about the little stuff like what to wear each day, making sure my bills get paid, and what do I feel like having for my meals. He takes care of everything else in my life, I am strong because of him. I sleep quite well actually unless I'm on a flat mattress that is too firm. Makes it a little painful to sleep at times. Enjoy your day and remember what we talked about.
Thank you, Kathy
Hi Ms Me. Speak for yourself, I'm staying younger, I refuse to mention my age I say I am 29 with 24 years of practice. As for tests, they can't be any worse then finding out I have leukemia. Nothing else can hurt me, that's God's department. I gain my strengh thru him to be here for you and everyone else. Have a great day and celebrate my birthday. Happy Birthday on the 23rd. I hope it was a great one. I'll celebrate mine when I see my man again on Oct. 20 in Costa Rica. Love Kathy