Have I mentioned that I hate the navy?????????????????????????????
Well Jerimy just let me know today that they have denied his leave for my surgery date.
Which means I have no one to watch the kids
I am soo upset right now I don't even know what to do. I got this close and now it's more than likely not going to happen. This is what we get for being military and not living anywhere near family I guess.
And of course I have been such ahome body since we have been here I haven't really met anyone so I really don't know anyone around here that I would feel comfortable asking. I just want to just curl up in to a ball and cry myself to sleep .. 
So as much as I hate to do it.. Can anyone watch my kids while I'm in the hospital??? I am willing to pay!!!



