My lil update

Well ...... *lol* I'm working, living if you call it that... I've been working on my issues and much of you know that I have...  As far as my eatting, I'm getting there... My family has begged me to try to stop loosing more weight and I'm trying so hard that I'm holding steady between 98 and 101 on some days... They're telling me I look like a child and that I wouldn't weigh 85 pounds soaking wet but that's they're opinions... I do weigh more than that and I'm trying to hold here and get ready for the bounce back... Not sure when and where it comes from but anyway I'm ready I guess... I go to my PCP on tuesday, but I only get to see some nurse pract. person, not sure what they really do or what they can do for me but I'm going to ask for some blood work to be done... I need to get with Dr. Ross again and get him to do a scope on my pouch, he said he would in Dec. when my new insurance changed over for Jan.  Anyway I do think I have some ulcers and maybe some damage done from my barfing ... I still need a TT and for them to remove the navel cannel since my doctor seems to think the hanging skin is causing my to have pain in that area, some days it will double me over and burns like hell... So that's all for now with me, how is everybody else? oh forgot a WOW moment I just have to share !!!!!! Where I work they're hiring alot of temps and well one morning this guy comes up to me and says "I think I know you" I said yeah ? really? come to find out he did know me.... He was one of the cool kids that made fun of me in school for being FAT.... He checked me out and said WOW !!! DAMN you're super small now and look great...... After I turned 5 shades of red I looked him over and said " Thank you, but I'm still the FAT girl that you hurt all those years ago" But what got me is he's really really big now.... Guess what goes around comes around is really a true phrase...  *lots of hugs to all* Stephie

Stephie, my dear - with everything you've gone thru (and will go thru), you've still got a good attitude!  Keep up the faith and you'll be fine.  As for that "guy" - it'll hit him some day just what the ridicule meant to you back then.  Let's just hope he doesn't do it anymore to anyone else... Hugs!

ur doing great dont let others negativity get you down! and thats hilarious about the guy from high school.. good for you!!  jen

That is great Stephie, I am sorry you are having eating problems and hope you can resolve them.   I do think you need to before the plastics or you might have some strength problems.  Though I will say the plastics weren't nearly as bad as some said...but the infection has kicked my butt. Take care and keep us posted!