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From personal experience, we do always know. If you think back, things other people said or did, or unexplained actions will start to pop into your memory and you will know. Just lay back and follow him (in a car he won't reconize), and be sure to take your camera with you.
It took so much work and so many years for me to be able to move past what I too experienced.
As for now, I set a goal by the end of the year we weren't planning on getting married, I had to let go also. It breaks my heart, because I do Love Trent very much, but after over 13 years if we are stuck, it's obvious to what I need to do. I get the crap over my 18 year old, Because I am not willing to pounce him out on his butt, thats his excuse why we aren't getting married. He is even buying a house that he had me search for and pick out, that's over twice the size of my house now, promising to marry, thinking I guess he could buy me. I think he thinks I will just move in the house with him and "accept" the live-in position. NOT!!! I can not leave my home unless I am married to him.
I promised myself that 2008 will be different for me and I will stop settling. DANG IT!!!! I need to get back in touch with my spiritual self and put my trust in God and not in Trent. Man will always let you down.
It hurts so bad when you Love someone so much and it seems you have to let go of something that "could be" so good.
I agree, he broke you. Its easier for him to try to convence you that you have the problem not him, that way he doesn't have to hold himself accountable. I also agree that I would bet that he still has something extra going on.
It hurts, I totally feel ya. Just remember we are in this boat together and if we need to go sail away for a while, its okay.
Call me if you want. 843-708-1816.
Deb
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