Tuesday Pity Party

mahofl
on 9/17/07 11:35 pm, edited 9/17/07 11:40 pm - Goose Creek, SC
I am deeply immersed in a private pity party here and trying to eat everything in sight.  Please yell at me and get me out of it.  Here are my immediate problems 1.  Big disappointment with a long term friend.  I don't think we are friends anymore.  That hurts but is probably for the best even though I miss the good parts of our friendship. 2.  I was denied by BCBS for my revision for my screws up tummy tuck. 3.  I am trying to feel better by eating all in sight 4.  I've gained two pounds because of # 3. 5.  I am a huge whiner. 6.  I am going to have to confront my first PS who messed up my stomach.  I am a wimp, I hate confrontations.   That's all.  I need some big lectures guys.. Mary
(deactivated member)
on 9/17/07 11:53 pm - PA
Mary!  You are a strong person!  You can get through this! You know, you are a beautiful woman with or without your tummy tuck revision.  You have the strength to give them hell though...so do it.  I saw my psychologist yesterday and we discussed the emotional eating thing again.  She asked "Do you get the same "high" as before surgery when you eat to suppress your emotions?"  I had to think about it.  The anser is a definite NO!  Since surgery I don't get that "giddy" feeling I used to get before or during a binge.  BUT I STILL GET THE HORRIBLE GUILT AND "I'm a PATHETIC FAILURE" feeling afterwards.  So is it really worth it to turn to food to make me feel better?  No.  Now I have to work on remembering that when I turn to food.  But we all go through it, so you are not alone. I will join you in your pity party though.  I am home sick today because last night I dumped on Soup from Jason's Deli.  AND THEN I was up all night with horrible stomach and back pains.  AND now I have to go to the potty every 30 minutes or so...and my butt hurts too...TMI I know.  So its either the soup that made me sick, I have contracted some horrible stomach bug, or its all Chris's fault. I vote for it being Chris's fault. Remember, we will see you in a couple of weeks!!!
mahofl
on 9/18/07 12:06 am - Goose Creek, SC
Kathy,    Thanks,  You are so right about the eating.  Not only do I mentally feel guilty, I also feel like crap.  I've been running to the bathroom.  Its not the high, its more of the habit of turning to food.    Greenville is what I'm looking forward to.  Do you want to do lunch at Whole Foods if you can get out?  I'm all about the samples (especially on the left hand side of the store)    Thanks I am going to get my act together and give them hell with the insurance and the old Dr, and at least my boobies are pretty now. Mary
(deactivated member)
on 9/18/07 12:24 am - PA
We have the 5k that morning, but I will definitely make sure I am free for the rest of the day!!  I love Wholefoods and Samples AND the left hand side of the store! LOL!! And don't forget we still have to work on Julie!  We have to go trampy clothes shopping for her!  (I'm pretty sure she will love Whole Foods and free samples AND the left habd side of the store too.) And YES you do have gorgeous boobies!!!
Julie P.
on 9/18/07 4:04 am - Charleston, SC

Ok work on me, well hopefully I will be joining Mary in a couple of weeks for the trip and you can try to tramp me up all you want.  We will just have to find something to hide my big ole swollen belly.  Have to go back tomorrow for more draining.  OH FUN!  The only thing that gets me through it is knowing that I will hopefully be seeing you guys in a few.

Cant wait! Julie

 

I can go the distance... I do not care how far... I know every mile will be worth my while.

My goal in life is to be as good of a person as my DOGS already think I am!

 Julie 



Melissa R.
on 9/18/07 4:07 am - Easley, SC
I hope you can come up with Mary!  We can meet up Saturday and have a great time shopping before we go to Chief's.  I am so excited!!!!  I hope you can make it!!!!!

Melissa R.

"I can resist anything but temptation"

Julie P.
on 9/18/07 4:18 am - Charleston, SC

I am planning on it.  I have got to get my parents or another one of my workers to handle 3 visits Saturday and Sunday.  So lets hope I can hold on to that light schedule.  I want to come up so much and see you guys.  I need some fun . Plus there are b-days to celebrate Julie

 

I can go the distance... I do not care how far... I know every mile will be worth my while.

My goal in life is to be as good of a person as my DOGS already think I am!

 Julie 



mahofl
on 9/18/07 4:22 am - Goose Creek, SC
And my two year Surgiversary is Sept 30th!!!!!
Julie P.
on 9/18/07 6:50 am - Charleston, SC
WOOHoO another reason to celebrate!

I can go the distance... I do not care how far... I know every mile will be worth my while.

My goal in life is to be as good of a person as my DOGS already think I am!

 Julie 



Chris S.
on 9/20/07 7:31 am - SC
MY FAULT!!! I'm the one who gave the evil eyes on the cream soup and the ice cream cone but does anyone ever listen to me??? NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO He's a man-what does he know......ahem.....I think I knows a bunch
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