out from my rock...

so yea its been a crazy couple of weeks ..  told yall about the surgery last week. it was good.. on sunday my body decided to do its vicious bruising that it likes to do all of a sudden.. So under my middle incision is a huge blood bruise from i guess blood coming out below the skin.. its quite ugly. i had a bruise from RNY that you can STILL SEE.. so i know this one would of stuck around for a while, but it will be cut off during the plastics on the 20th.. but that brings further questions.. will i have a HUGE bruise across from plastics too that wont go away?!?! UGH Scary. i go to see dr suber again (per my request) the 10th to talk about anything i might of forgot before going under the knife. Ive been going back and forth with him on the phone trying to figure out why he wont do my breast augmentation at the same time as my breast lift. which really sucks bc i will have to go back 2 mths later for my implants to be put in. and i will be FLAT AS HELL for those 2 mths. LOL!!!! But he said my skin as bad as it is there, with no breast tissue left.. (honestly) that if he lifted me and implanted me the same time that i would get sagging and it would stretch back out around my nipple and id have droopy breast skin with perky implants and theyd have to do another lift again to fix it. so he wants to lift me first give it time to stretch out to where it wants to be, then implants to fill it out. *shrugs* i will definately let you guys that i know see the before/afters but not ppl i dont know. and i can only imagine what i will look like after just the lift, because there is NOTHING there. really. It should be interesting to say the least! LOL  Melissa, what crack have you been smoking this week!!?? LOL I need some of the energy you got! yall are doing so good im proud of yall .. you should check out carolinatriathlon.com i think it is. they meet one night a week in downtown greenville for a 30-45 min run of all paces.. that would be cool! i cant wait until these surgeries are over so i can do some running with yall. i hadnt planned on doing plastics right now but when insurance approved the panniculectomy i couldnt pass it up before they changed their minds LOL i have been smoke free since i found out insurance would cover my plastics LOL one reason to quit eh?  dawn how you doing ? What time is your appt tomorrow ? mines 10:30.. maybe we will run into each other and we can ***** about the pain we had together LOL  Love yall! jen

p.s.. you will all crap yourselves when you see my boobies without the great bra in the avatar! LMAO Just thought id throw that in there.. if you want boobies and you have NONE go to lane bryant (yea i can still wear their bras, they go down to 36! i used to be a 48!) they have my favorite bra in the world that has the AIR Pockets in them that makes you look like you have boobies!!! Id die without it.

ACK!  I was at the mall yesterday, and didn't know those bras were available in a 36!  Now I have to go and try one. Air Boobies, here I come!

p.s.s... the girl on tv.. the ditsy blonde who answered the Miss Teen USA pageant question from SC, was NOT our Miss SC Teen Lauren Lytle that Karington is a princess for! LOL Just wanted to tell yall that wasnt the same pageant she was in the miss america pageant, not "USA" pageant. Did yall see that? OMG I was mortified for the girl.. lol

LOL That ditz has gone WELL past her alloted 15 minutes of fame with this thing.  I want her to go away now.

Hey Girly!

I can't wait to see you after your PS!!   You are going to be The Bomb!  That will be great if you start running with us!!!! Can't wait to see ya again!!!

I gotta go to ICAR and throw water balloons at yall from the woods  

Bring your butt out there!!!

You won't even have to throw water balloons! ITS RAINING!!! We've needed it so bad, I'll gladly run in the rain (but don't hold me to it...)

Glad you ar back, I miss you. Where are you having your surgery and what time is it? Patti