OT: I GOT MY JOB!!!!!!!!

now gotta figure out a way to work my main job at a plant and do my cleaning houses as well!!! thinks this is gonna be hard for me but I'm so ready for it... I hope by working all my time and just leaving enough time to sleep that I will drop a few more pounds and hopefully please my family, since they see me as a failure to wls... geesh you can't please anyone... Stephie

First of all YOU ARE NOT A FAILURE You have had such a hard time and have lost so much weight.  Didn't I read that you are getting too small?  Please don't feel that that Stephie, I think you are incredible.  You are so tough and brave through all of the problems you have had. 

Congrats on the job.  That plant is lucky to get you Mary

thanks Mary.. I don't think I'm a failure but you know how some people can make you feel like one... I have to admit their words hurts and cuts to the bone sometimes... I've already cut ties with most of my family cause I just can't handle them yapping about me all the time... I hope I get enough out of debt that I can come meet all you lovely folks in charleston... and I would love to meet the greenville girls as well... but this old gal can't drive too good there...  I know pretty much around charleston and some of IOP ... I know all of Folley.. love that place Stephie

The only one you have to please is yourself. To H*** with what others think. You did this for yourself, right? Who cares what others think. Congrats on the new job!

thanks... I did do this for me, but ya know it's so hard knowing you're the main topic when they're together... *sighs* I hate my family most of the time...

Look at it this way Stephie, it's not really you they have a problem with, it's usually a sign that the person is very unhappy with their self and are using you  as a punching bag. Jealousy is a nasty thing, so just smile at them and tell them that your not there to please them, that it's all about pleasing you this time and your very pleased with your results, so................. They must want you to be a walking bag of bones, hell, I think you look great and wish I could be as small as you are one day. Enjoy your new job! Mary

are you interested in more houses to clean? Rachel

yeah but let me get this job set up... I have to train a couple of weeks on the first shift and then they will go from there as to what shift I'll be on... I'm hopeing for 7pm to 7am that way I can clean my houses and then lay down a couple of hours before starting over...  if it's second I'll be working from 3 till 11 and well that's gonna put me in a bind... but I'll give you a yell Stephie

What do you normally charge?  Just let me know when you have things worked out.  Rachel

*LOL* what did you pay? maybe I can match it or beat it... I try not to over charge and mainly keep it within reason... some houses though I DO charge them... well cause they're really bad bad bad ... I won't know anything till around next week ... but I do know I didn't get the 12 hour shift I was hopeing for ... so hopefully I get the midnight shift... Stephie