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when i was in your situation.. i had a breakdown.. and finally came to terms with "I have to do this. I have to Eat to live now instead of live to eat. for once in my life , i cannot fail this change of life. I have taken this step to rearrange my intestines, and I did it for ME.. So suck it up and lets do it!!!" but if you read my profile story you will see it was not easy!!! i had real bad food withdrawal. it will get easier.. enjoy this phase because you will lose SOOO Much weight now!!! Youre doing fantastic! :)
Jen