Humpday - what a week!(long rant)

Ugh... It looks like everyone is getting a little (or a big) dose of drama in their lives this week. I have no current drama, but I have been thinking and DREAMING about past things from my life. It is causing me anxiety all over again. Is it the moon? Are the planets aligned differently? I don't know what's going on, but I hope it passes soon. I hope everyone can get their minds free and clear again. We need happy carefree thoughts! No more serious stuff. Ah, to be kids again with no worries! Well, today is Administrative Professional's Day. So I get to be "treated" to lunch by my boss. We will be joining the VP and the other secretary. OH JOY! I guess a meal is supposed to make up for all the crap I have been put through here. I guess I am supposed to be grateful. Doesn't matter that I no longer enjoy eating out. I go out to restaurants to socialize mostly. I have no desire to socialize with these people. Oh yeah, and lets not forget to mention that I get to be the one to DRIVE too. Since all four of us can't fit in a Viper, Camaro, or an Eclipse, they have decided I should drive. (Must be nice to have 2 seater sports car and no car seats.) Considering, I will probably be spending more in GAS than I will be consuming at lunch, doesn't it seem like I am paying for my own secretary's day? Actually, I will also have to do extra work. Becasue I did not know I would be driving, I did not clean out my car. So I get to find a place for my gym bag, the carseat, some VERY personal papers, dust off some cookie crumbs, etc. so I can chauffer them to lunch. AND I am still making up that I missed during Teagan's illness, so instead of working through my lunch, I get to stay past 6 pm and my daughter gets a frozen meal for dinner. Why couldn't they just give me a plant or a card...or better yet, just forget about the whole thing? Yeah, I know whine, whine, complain moan. Boy, I think I should have taken an extra dose of meds this morning... Kathy

only reason im laughing here.. is because i just told my secretary's that im taking them to lunch today for sec's day.. and i can imagine them saying the same thing youre saying "i dont wanna go eat with her" yada yada .. sorry youre having a crappy day! maybe lunch wont be such a drag.. just sneak off to the bar and get u a good shot.. hope u feel better! and that u dont have to work late! jen

LOL! the VP called me a cheap date. I told him, "Good thing he didn't take me out after hours or else I wouldn't have been so cheap." I swear I wanted to sneak off to the bar soooo bad. Actually I just wanted to sneak out of THERE so bad.

I'm having a crappy day myself... I've cried in the shower yesterday and today... I can't seem to drop even ONE POUND.. I'm still at 67.. I've been STUCK for almost 3 weeks now....I'm so frustrated..I just wanted to be -100 at my 6 month.. but it just doesn't seem like it's going to happen. I'm pissed at myself... And.. a family friend passed away this morning at 2am... Throat Cancer... My son is a sassy little spoild brat who needs his butt beat and mouth washed out with soap... OK.. well I'm welling up in tears as I type this and I don't wanna walk around the office with red-eyes.. so I'll stop... GAWD I wanna go on a vacation somewhere warm.. and relaxing.. and just VEG in a beach chair for HOURS ...

Sorry you're having such a bad day. I'm out of soap though - been using it on my 9 & 16 year old (just kidding) but when did they turn into such monsters???? Colleen P.S. Your new pic is beautiful.

I'm sorry your day sucks so bad. It suck worse than mine (i'm sure that doesn't make you feel better at all.) but now I feel like I whine for no reason! I know all abouth the beach vacation thing. I called hubby at work earlier this morning and told him we should just drop everything and make a weekend trip to the beach. I couldn't convince him. He is not a very spontaneous person. I'll keep trying though. Then we'll kidnap you.

stephanie Im sorry your day sucks.. if it makes you feel any better you brightened my day when u said u thought i fell off the boat! ur a great person and i loveeee that new picture of you!!!! HOT MAMA hope you feel better.. and take me on that vacation when u go! jen

One thing that I have learned in all of this is that everyone has drama I think it is how we deal with it that makes the difference. I'm not dealing very well right now. I just don't know what is going on in my life and I can't stand not having control. I really wish I could just go back to the good old days. All I want to do now is go home and soak and climb in the bed and sleep away all this stress and pain. The only problem is that it is still there when I get back! Take care of yourself everyone!! Rachel Anyone want to meet for drinks tonight in G-ville?

Rachel: I too used to have to be in control, it's hard not to be when you feel like it's all you have to hold on to when it feels like life is spinning out of control. I used to have a piece of paper on my mirror that I would have to look at every morning when I got up and every evening when I went to bed. It said, Thanks, but I don't need your help today. Love, God. Just know that you are being watched over and He will reveal His will to you when He is ready and you will know peace. Turn it over to God, he won't let you down. Colleen

Kathy.... Just keep thinking of BORAT when he was learning to drive.... I heard that Borat was going to be on Am.Idol this week. I don****ch the show, but want to see my precious Borat on the show. What will he do? Will he sing his song that he sang when he was travelling down south....? how did it go? Bing bang bing bing bing... lololol ok... see.. there i go... acting like a moron again. lol (hope i brought a smile to your face) HIGH FIVE. J.