so im back..

didnt really go anywhere but i havent been posting lol.. so im back on here again.. my 1 yr old was sick with a fever so i had to take her to the doc yesterday to make sure it wasnt her kidneys ( esp. since the next infection she gets we have to do surgery ugh) but luckily it was an ear infection! *yay* bless her heart though her fevers been awful.. i sent in my "testimonial" and its on the website www.bariatricsolutions.com "j.j.r" mines not hard to figure out though since i talk about dad as well lol. but anyways! Funny story to share.. i went to take my 4 yr old to speech this morning at the elementary school, and we went to eat lunch with my niece after speech. so we're sitting there at the lunch table in the school cafeteria, im already having flashbacks of elementary and my niece said "He said youre ugly and he doesnt like your glasses!" talking about some bratty lil 1st grader in her class.. I laughed it off. but i felt like screaming "Ive lost 143 lbs, graduated school, and im still being picked on by the damn 1st graders!!!" i should of stole his lunch money or his chocolate milk! lil turd.. but i guess it kinda goes along with this FUNK ive been in for a week or so now.. I think were all in it. i dunno what the deal is. I dont wanna do my work at work, i dont wanna clean my house, i dont wanna do Anything.. its really sucky.. and i just sit and dread doing what i do. i feel like a lazy lump of crap or something .. i think i should start taking my happy pills again.. (lexapro) maybe that will help.. Patti called to check on me and she asked if i was going to chiefs friday night.. i told her i couldnt my crazy ass is going on a fishing tournament with my husband saturday morning at 6 am!!! wth was i thinking?!? LOL 6 am i should be curled up in my covers not on a boat in a lake that will probably be freezing windy trying to catch fish.. what have i signed myself up for?!?! I should really rethink these options well i hope yall are doing well.. i dont think i feel like posting replies to everyone .. im lazy remember? So here we go.. i ate lunch from school today which sucked.. chicken and mashed potatoes.. and i had some fries and some water.. and a chocolate chip cookie rachel the prom sounds fun! im supposed to go to a wedding at 7 that night though so i doubt i will be able to go congrats on all the weight lost and waist lines showing and all that great stuff!! and everything else "hi hello yay congrats " ok now im really lazy. jen

Hi Jen .... I was beginning to wonder what had happened to you .. last time I saw you .. you were sitting at the end of a long table with Kathy and Marcey! I was beginning to think Kathy and Marcey had done something evil to you!!!! ...I had a really great time hanging out with y'all last Friday.. Sorry I was such a party pooper and left so early.. but I'm OLD.. Us old people can't party like that anymore!!! I love the pic on your avaitor! Look at those bones showing! You skinny-mini you! Stephanie

yea i know! I had a ball.. wish u could of stayed longer but thats aight! i gotta delete some pictures off of my profile so i can add some from friday night on there.. i think ill leave out the earmuff pics though im sure you and patti dont wanna make anyone jealous! and thanks! I forgot i put that pic on here, i didnt realize it wouldnt show my new avatar to myself until i hit the "refresh " button im such a dork! jen

Earmuff picture?? What ear muff picture? ::::: insert innocent look here::::: I have no idea what you're talking about!!!

want me to refresh your memory??? *posts picture for all the world to see* jk!!! yall put us in the itty bitty ***** committee to shame!! jen

love the new pic & yes I feel lazy also just in a funk must be the weather lol

thanks And yea the weather is just now getting back how i like it! i missed the hot sun! jen

I love the new avatar too... But I must ask, who is that person sitting next to you in black? I know you can only see a tiny fraction of the person, BUT that has GOT to be the absolute SEXIEST partial shoulder I have EVER seen. even with clothes on... Kathy

its this ******y latino i know named kathy! and if you go to my myspace page you can see the full shot of her! jen

Love your new pic. Would love to see what we missed by coming late Friday. What is your myspace page? Colleen