Yo Sherry..? about tonight
i was looking forward to NOT seeing those 3 people that live with me tonight!! just kidding. they have been driving me NUTS today though. i mean really nuts. i swear, i need something for the panic attacks. everything hit at once here and i just can't take it and i explode. my SIL swears xanax will help but my doctor doesn't think i need it. i really don't think they get it at all. i sound so mild mannered and jovial but when i get like this, i breath hard, my chest pumps like crazy, and i feel like i could explode out of my own skin. i am trying to work and keep them occupied. not an easy task on a busy day like today. they are such good children too. i feel like i am way to hard on them. it isn't their fault i can't handle stress. ahhh well, to answer your question, i'm sure he would love to come. of course, so will joseph and jenna but i am NOT bringing jenna. lover her to pieces but she won't leave me alone and i am really looking forward to tonight.