24 days to go for revision to DS!!

I NEVER believed I was gonna make it this far! I keep waiting for someone to tell me it is all a big mistake and I will NOT be having WLS!! I keep worring that I will fail, yet again!! I KNOW this is normal, to fear that things will go wrong, but even though my brain knows it, I just am having trouble believing that it will really happen and go well!! I know, in a month y'all will be saying, "see, we told you so!!" but right now it is so hard to accept. Any way, Merry Christmas, Happy Hanauka, Happy Kawanza, and Happy Holidays to you all!! Patty *counting down the days in Sunny SC*