my surgery
I'm sorry you're having such a diffucult time with this. We all want what's best for ourselves, and we all deserve the best.
This is a huge, life-altering decision. There are risks and benefits you'll assume with whichever way you decide to go. But honestly ... if you're feeling that anxious about it, it may serve you well to take a step back and do some major soul-searching and invest more time in researching your different options.
You want to go into this with a clear, determined mind in order to increase your chance of success. You don't say which type of surgery it is you are scheduled for ... or perhaps you did (the type was so small, and difficult for me to read). But you need to know that what you're doing for yourself is the right thing, before doing it.
The best of luck to you!
Kathy
This is a huge, life-altering decision. There are risks and benefits you'll assume with whichever way you decide to go. But honestly ... if you're feeling that anxious about it, it may serve you well to take a step back and do some major soul-searching and invest more time in researching your different options.
You want to go into this with a clear, determined mind in order to increase your chance of success. You don't say which type of surgery it is you are scheduled for ... or perhaps you did (the type was so small, and difficult for me to read). But you need to know that what you're doing for yourself is the right thing, before doing it.
The best of luck to you!
Kathy